Friday, March 18, 2011 ♥Friday, March 18, 2011
What's going on with me now ?
Why am I the one who cry and cry and cry ?
Why I acted like this ?
Why I can't control myself ?
I just can't fall into sick!
Do you know ?
How hurt am I ?
ALL I NEED IS SAFENESS. Can you give me ? Did you trying to give me ?!
These few days I wait for you until at night too.
Why are you online on the morning and don't even want to text me ?
Why are you treating me like this ?
WHY ?
Why you're there comforting others but you can't see I'm drowning because of you ?
I find so many reason for you.
Ya. That's it!
Morning, you're tired. You don't want to touch your phone right? Okay.
Yah. Noon d. You're about to work. So you're busying right ?
Evening. Working. Never Mind.
Night. You're very tired already ? Okay Okay.
So. We don't have time to talk ?
But why are you talking to others everyday ?!
I just Don't understand Why !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now only I know.
The place you work are all girls.
Then how come you tell me you're going out with guys only ?
So you're going kl and those places with girls only ?
Now only I realised.
Not to mean that I don't trust you but why are you bluffing me ?
So what are you doing now again ?
I asked you not to text me not to find me anymore.
So you don't want to find me d right ?
Are you that stupid ?
When a girl angry don't you have to text her more than before ?
But you ? Don't even want to text ?
OR..
This is what you want ?
Just fine.
Okay. I just deal with you.
You act like you don't care so why should I ?
Is it that easy for you to fool me all around ? Ow fine. YOU WON. Congrates.
When I see you, the world.
It stops and all that exists for me, is you and my eyes staring at you.
There's nothing else.
No noise, no other people, no thoughts or worries, no yesterday, no tomorrow.
The world just stops and it's a beautiful place and there's only you.
Just you. And my eyes staring at you.
When you're gone, the world starts again and I don't like it as much.
I can live in it, but I don't like it.
I just walk around in it, and wait to see you again and wait for it to stop again.
I love it when it stops.
It's the best thing I've ever known or ever felt, the best thing, and that, is why I stare at you.