Friday, March 4, 2011 ♥Friday, March 04, 2011
What's wrong with you ? Evelyn Tng!
Can't you just wake up from that DREAM.
I don't know.
The only thing I can do is keep everything deep inside my heart.
Nobody can listen for me and I'm not really willing to say everything out if there's someone.
I just don't get it. How can people can be such irresponsible ?
Why ? Why ? Why ?
You know ? I never angry before as long as now.
I don't understand.
Is it too for you to get me know about your information ?
Is it hard to text a good night for me ?
Your words are all empty after one day.
That's you right ?
I can never talked to you for one whole day and you never text me.
Why should I find you first if you're busy ?
And you asked me why don't I find you ?
Hey man.
I scare feeling disappointed. Terribely scare ! You don't know ?
Never mind. When it's Saturday and Sunday ?
So whatcha doing there ?
Going here and there again. Okay.
Just for your information !
I hate to wait to worry and I got nothing about you.
I hate waiting for whole night and I'm crying for those night.
I hate when everybody knows and I'm the only one who know nothing.
I hate for suffering.
I don't like to being alone.
Every time I don't have mood to eat when bad things come all around me.
Why should I be doing all this. But..
So what ? Who cares ?
I think.. It means nothing for you.
every words you said seems so meaningless for me.
Not the first time.
So. Do whatever you like.
I can't stand for this kind of life.
We are not acted like we should be.
When I see you, the world.
It stops and all that exists for me, is you and my eyes staring at you.
There's nothing else.
No noise, no other people, no thoughts or worries, no yesterday, no tomorrow.
The world just stops and it's a beautiful place and there's only you.
Just you. And my eyes staring at you.
When you're gone, the world starts again and I don't like it as much.
I can live in it, but I don't like it.
I just walk around in it, and wait to see you again and wait for it to stop again.
I love it when it stops.
It's the best thing I've ever known or ever felt, the best thing, and that, is why I stare at you.