When I see you, the world.
It stops and all that exists for me, is you and my eyes staring at you.
There's nothing else.
No noise, no other people, no thoughts or worries, no yesterday, no tomorrow.
The world just stops and it's a beautiful place and there's only you.
Just you. And my eyes staring at you.
When you're gone, the world starts again and I don't like it as much.
I can live in it, but I don't like it.
I just walk around in it, and wait to see you again and wait for it to stop again.
I love it when it stops.
It's the best thing I've ever known or ever felt, the best thing, and that, is why I stare at you.
Monday, September 26, 2011 ♥Monday, September 26, 2011
Wednesday, September 21, 2011 ♥Wednesday, September 21, 2011
Last day of our Trial Exam ! *Hurrayyy ! * My dearest Chinese Paper, here you end up my hard life ever. It should be happy but I got a little disappointment :( No no no no no. The last paragraph of my essay. What have I done ?! I spoilt my essay. It's not on that standard I want. Shoo ! Last minute last PARAGRAPH. Aunty, not last Sentence eh == YERR ! Yet, got so thankful that I wrote it. Tittle of my beloved essay, 感恩 ♥ Two simple words and it let me think about so many thingss ! (: Pretty amazing if I really cried on my last paper. It would be the happiest tears ever.
Like I never felt like this before. I wrote it out about myself. My life. Parents. Friends. Lover. Three main part of my life and I wrote it out on my exam paper. Realised how many things we've been gone through together. Daddy and mummy, the first person who tell me what is love. The first person who take care of me when i appeared in this pretty world. Never ending thank you to you two. Honestly. HOME. Home sweet home. Whenever we reach home after a long long journey, dad would like to say this. That's why, home is the warmest place and sweetest place for me. Every place in my home have our shadow and breath. Amazing place ever ! The best present I have got from god.
Friends, the one we can stand together during hard time. The strong bond that never ends, the cold jokes that never less in our life. And all those perang gerilla, distinguish look, and so on~~~ Dear P7'09 I miss you guys a lot seriously ! Love. FeiSSSSSSS (: YAY! You people. When it comes to you guys, I will laugh and laugh and laugh. The power you all give me is to laugh out loud. Like a crazy person everytime. Even ming ju can be like a joke to memorize -.- Jelly, one sentence for you :D If we can be, I will stick with you for my life with UHU glue, never ever leave you alone. Wee hee~~ This is the cute present in my life. There's laugh, scold, shout, cry, and so many many things in us. Isn't it look cute when you flashback ?
Time for you, lover. I wonder why I will think about you for my third point but that one that appear when I saw the question.. No doubt, that's you :) Thank you for everything you gave me. It's more than I can do for you. Real thanks my dearest ! Less than three. HEHE.
20th of September 2011
Time for dating again. Nanananana~ LOL Pizza for lunch. Oh no x.x I can't run away from pizza for the third time in this week ;/ HAHAHAHA. Should I laugh ? Jusco market for shopping. Chocolates again. Ne. Syok dao. HAHAHAHA. Okay laa.. *Sighhh You're about to leave. Seriously you're leaving me very very very soon. Once you're holding my hands, like you're really bu she de. Felt that you're weird yesterday. A little bit. Just don't know why. But when I played that song when you're sending me back, I want to cry. Looking at you, This Rui Wei. You're going out of my daily life, what feeling should I have? Seriously, I don't even want to know about all these. Don't remind me. I'm not running away from the truth, I DIDN'T ! By the way, when you're talking about things there. Hair styling, jacket, Facial foam, and so on.. Huu~ I did listen to you. I did. Not that I don't wanna give you response but what should I talk ? Don't know and I just keep on look at you and smile. The best answer I can give :O
OHMYGAWD. I'm too sentimental or what ? That stupid two words. Now, it is not that two words problem, is about your question problem. When you asked me that, My mouth is bigger than the sky! HAHAHAHA. whatever. Cancel that is kinda impossible. But.. what to do ? HAHAHA.
Questions comes after all .. Should I text you about things in my life ? Should I say good morning To you every day? goodnight every night ? Should I say I'm going to school le like what I do in these morning ? Should I say dear I'm waiting you home in the evening ? Should I wait for you at night for a phone call ? Should I wait for the day we can meet ? Should I say I need a hug when there's a thunder ? Should I tell you things in my life ? And so. Will I be an obstacles in your life ? Will I be a disturbance in your life ? Will I give you kind of stress to move on ? Will you be fedup of my appearance everyday ?
AFTER ALL. I dare to say I'm not scare of the problems that come. I'm just afraid of WE can't take it. Again. GOD BLESS US ;)
Thursday, September 15, 2011 ♥Thursday, September 15, 2011
This week ! Oh no. Maths. Add Maths. Physics. All OVER ;D Luckily I got a holiday today for Malaysia Day ! Play on twitter and tweet and tweet and tweet. FUN :D
13th of September Your birthday my dear <3 You're now twenty-year-old Man ! Hahahaha. Have a nice year and a blessed year! Love you as always ♥ Wish you luck in everything. Wish you're fine in whatever place. Wish you to be healthy all the time. Wish you have your dreams come true. Wish you're happy in every way you're in. Remember I'm here. Always here to wait for you. Take me as your strength to reach for what you want in your future :) God bless us Mr.A and Ms.E way to a forever ★
每次看你就有一份安定 知道今后我哪儿也不去 在我们的小天地 专心的爱著你 ♥ This song express out everything inside me. Thank god ;)
16th of September 2011 I woke up and wonder did I sleep yesterday night? Might probably real blur these days ? WEEK REVIEW . Monday Monday. Moral paper! LOL. Got to a talk with Heng Heng. Kuncana. I'm here to listen to youuuuu chingu :D OWH. I skipped tuition on Tuesday and got tired after all. I went for tuition on Wednesday and have a nice walk with Suicheng and Min Err. YAY. Thursday.. This might be the worst one. Dehh I got to 18 degrees with Jelly after being dumped by Xian -.- and Rain comes. We walk back to school and I don't wanna go home. BAD. Got a nice date with the rain duhh :P Now I realised my Physics paper is being left in don't know where. my goodness. Logged in your profile. Is it a wrong choice? I really wonder. Luckily I'm not alone whole day. Luckily I have you people so Run away from that. HAHA. Once I'm home, gotta face it. :/ EXPLANATION. I don't like it the most ! *GAHHH* No. I saw what I saw. I remember what I've read. Nothing to misunderstand. It's over there and I read it ! Damn it. I look every words of it into my eyes. Huu~ That's you. You hide it and I found it. What should I say? Told you so. I Asked you before what I want to know. Since you hide it so nothing more to talk about it. The Only thing. I wish I was blind at that time. HA! Who knows what are you thinking about? whatever . It's not under my control. It's all about what you've done before. It's non of my business. :) Today! I'm pretty idiotic seriously. Who will ever put their hand inside a bowl which is placed on a Fire ? OHMYGAWWD. Stupid girl ==
It is when I need comfort the most but ended up with you got to angry and I have to comfort you. It is when you needa talk to me Maybe And not for me to explain ? It is when you need to rest and I need a rest too and ended up with we got to a chat but nothing to talk about. Is it all under interchange ? goodness. nevermind . IT'S OVERRRRR ! :O
Come on. Fighting for the last three days and I can have a rest ! Don't sigh again evelyn. Keep hold on and you can make it through girl. I believe it's a sound from heaven! Hwaiting ! Things will be fine after all. Truly believe in it :)
Friday, September 9, 2011 ♥Friday, September 09, 2011
It's a luck when you said the word 'LUCKILY' It's the word Luckily which brings you comes to me. And bring you in to my Heart ♥
Thursday, September 8, 2011 ♥Thursday, September 08, 2011
Mr. right ♥ You're being here with me these two days. I should be thankful. Not asking more than that. What you gave me.. More than enough and more than I thought.
The warmest hand I've ever touch. Love it when we're running under the rain :D When you're driving, did you realiese ? I look at you again and again. Hope that I won't forget this face for my life. Hope that this face would be with me forever. I just don't wanna leave you <3
* Waiting is a matter of TWO person, not Individually. You gotta wait for me, and why shouldn't I ? You're there and I'm here. Together we look forward for Our future as long as Our Heart are always Together ♥ *
God knows what are we going to be in our future. I treasure when you're with me and the time we're together with each other. Shouldn't be worry about others.
Last decision. I would rather spend time with you other than worry about others. I don't know. And I just believe that you won't betray our love. Please don't and never. Don't know why. I always believe in you. Nothing to worry when I'm with you. So, am not going to disappoint you. Just have a good life with you from now onwards..
♥Thursday, September 08, 2011
Oh no. Dearest papers I'm so sorry to you. Just don't know why all went wrong. :( I don't mean it. Come on, time for you Mr. History! Just love me once again. I'm pleading you Pleaseeee :/ Ain't gonna disappoint them again. No, please don't.
Let my mind to be yours, TRIAL. Can you attract me please ? HAHAHAHAHA. Hope that I got your attention lah. Mummy put everything on me. Not going to make her down right ? You're wanted seriously. Help me.
God, I need you. Always do. Heal me in a short time. Bring me back when times came. Doesn't want to make things wrong again another time. Give me some confident. Like I'm getting wrong this time. I don't want to. Let me be safe. Once. Once enough :) Kick away the sickness and all the disturbance. Thank you ♥
Thursday, September 1, 2011 ♥Thursday, September 01, 2011
When I see you, the world.
It stops and all that exists for me, is you and my eyes staring at you.
There's nothing else.
No noise, no other people, no thoughts or worries, no yesterday, no tomorrow.
The world just stops and it's a beautiful place and there's only you.
Just you. And my eyes staring at you.
When you're gone, the world starts again and I don't like it as much.
I can live in it, but I don't like it.
I just walk around in it, and wait to see you again and wait for it to stop again.
I love it when it stops.
It's the best thing I've ever known or ever felt, the best thing, and that, is why I stare at you.