When I see you, the world.
It stops and all that exists for me, is you and my eyes staring at you.
There's nothing else.
No noise, no other people, no thoughts or worries, no yesterday, no tomorrow.
The world just stops and it's a beautiful place and there's only you.
Just you. And my eyes staring at you.
When you're gone, the world starts again and I don't like it as much.
I can live in it, but I don't like it.
I just walk around in it, and wait to see you again and wait for it to stop again.
I love it when it stops.
It's the best thing I've ever known or ever felt, the best thing, and that, is why I stare at you.
Wednesday, January 18, 2012 ♥Wednesday, January 18, 2012
Wednesday, January 4, 2012 ♥Wednesday, January 04, 2012
4th of January 2012
Awww. This is the first day school reopen and It's non of my business.
Ahha ? Kinda good news ?
I don't know. Life goes back like when I'm Form 2.
The only thing different is dad is not around here.
Weird when I'm awake. I'm alone.
Mama called. owhh. I'm really alone......
First time I went into a kitchen and COOK by myself.
If dad is around, He'll definitely help out.
Oh my gosh.
I'm only cooking the taufu and I don't even know which to fry ?
Luckily I chose the right one. HAHAHA.
I was like shouting all way round -.-
Serious, I don't know how to cook. :/
Nevermind lahh. I will learn from now.
How I wish there's someone taking lunch with me.
I wished I really hoped.
And it seems I'm dreaming.
What time is mama coming back today ?
5 ? 6? And I'm all alone whole day.
Nobody is with me. How sad.
For me, taking a meal with your family is really a great amazing thing.
Yet, it is so hard for me.
who can call their dad and mom in their forties ?
I'm the one who say I can't.
In my twenties, I don't even can have a dad to call.
That's why. How precious it is if I could have a chance again taking meal with my both parents together.
25th of December 2011
It's CHRISTMAS ! wohoo !
I'm so exicted.
On the 24th, after reaching KL, straight away went church.
Paster Christin said something really inspired me.
DO NOT BE AFRAID. GOD IS WITH YOU.
Step by step bringing me closer to you Lord.
Dear called that Christmas Eve Night, Talked for 37 minutes. HAHA.
Thank you so much.
I appreciate that a lot and all the Christmas present :D
26th of December 2011
First day of HUGE Camp :O
It was kinda embarrassing going to a Christian Camp with a different church.
I don't even know anyone of them.
It's WEIRD standing together with them.
Reached Tiara Bach Resort, Port Dickson.
It's tiring. And service gonna start at 8 we don't even got our bath. ==
Paster Clement thought us.. Your life matters to God.
You are a creation of God and God cares about you.
Even you might not have talents but your Life Matters To GOD.
28th of December 2011
HUGE Camp really teached me a lot. I learned so many things in it.
And this is the last Night all of us been together. 913 people in a hall.
Paster Jeremy thought us a lot.
Everything is so simple in this world. Human complicates them.
Follow the bible. Everything follow the bible.
Chase after Jesus. Be ready to have an encounter with him.
You belongs to Him.
Following Him is not inspired but we are called to follow.
So focus in Him and when you encounter with Jesus..
Everything will come within you.
So YOU are the Unique one and the only one in Jesus eyes.
And so luckily. When Paster praying for others.
I'm nervous to step forward. I'm afraid.
Simon came. He is like an angel that time.
I don't know why when I just follow Him and walk in front.
Su Vien hold my hand and Paster prayed for me.
This is when I feel God is so close to me.
Every words from Paster Tony keeping deep inside my heart.
I felt warm like God is holding me.
I am not alone and Lord is really near with me.
Why don't I look back and follow him ?
29th of December 2011
The last day.
I love that song so much. Jesus at the centre.
I feel close to you whenever this song played and sang by them.
A prayer tunner is held today.
Oh my gosh. Again. I don't have that braveness.
Finally I did lined up and listened prayers from Pasters.
Owh. I was so blessed when my hands keep tightly together and one of them opened up them.
It comes to the last Paster. Paster Danny. He smiled to me and say nothing.
I bow down my head and it's warm. I felt peace.
Standing on my place and seeing all of others.
some of them fainted, shouted, cried.
I wanted to help but nothing can be done.
Last song ended with I Offer My Life.
It's like God listened my prayer.
Thank you so much. For everything :)
31st of December 2011
Last day in this year. It's a bit sad.
And my mood is absolutely not good. HAHAHA.
Alright. went for service at 8.30pm and having countdown together.
Hahaha. Having fun when we go out to sing and dance JehoJeho~~ together !
With HUGE camp friends.
Received Dear's phone call before twelve.
We couldn't hear each other. Anyway, it's okay lah. HAHA.
1st of January 2012
Yeepy yeepo ! :D
I'm happy. Really happy. No why.
I just felt I enjoyed everything there.
Everyone wished each other. With Hugs shaking hands.
So glad I can see all my friends again. The last time before we left KL.
hmphh. Miss all of them so much.
Went mamak and received dear's call again. HAHAHA.
14 minutes 14 seconds.
wohoo ! Happy New Year !
It's a great thing to have this bunch of friends celebrating New Year together.
Although we don't really know each other and chit chatting together like so sam pat.
HAhaha. Some are even I just know on that day.
People, I miss you guys a lot seriously ! <3
This is the most meaningful days in my holidays. Babe. * Mwuah mwuah mwuah ! *
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. So funny to play this. And moving Bumb bumbs together. Wink! :P
3rd of January 2012
Alright. I asked a silly question MAYBE. DEFINE ME. And I got these. HAHA.
Felt so touched.This is only the beginning ? Aha.
I don't expect much from you actually.
But when I got this.
It's like I got the right partner.
The only thing to manage our relationship is just go with the Bible and The Love Triangle.
Lord at the centre and we both will be following what's right and solve what's wrong.
I have never regret for that promise. I know what am I doing.
HE will bring me to the way after HIM and I'm following.
Thank you God for this guy appearance.
Get off my sad thinking and I know You will be there helping out when He's not the right one.
For Now. He is. Yes. It's Him. Mr. Liew Rui Wei.
♥
When I see you, the world.
It stops and all that exists for me, is you and my eyes staring at you.
There's nothing else.
No noise, no other people, no thoughts or worries, no yesterday, no tomorrow.
The world just stops and it's a beautiful place and there's only you.
Just you. And my eyes staring at you.
When you're gone, the world starts again and I don't like it as much.
I can live in it, but I don't like it.
I just walk around in it, and wait to see you again and wait for it to stop again.
I love it when it stops.
It's the best thing I've ever known or ever felt, the best thing, and that, is why I stare at you.