♥ SIMPLICITY ♥

Friday, March 29, 2013 ♥Friday, March 29, 2013

BLOG. IM BACK !! ;)

After one year, I am here now.

It's unbelievable but I just feel like updating my blog.

How have I been for this whole year?

HAHA. In conclusion.. Luckily I am alive ^^

April 2012 was a busy month for applying scholarships.

Went back to school for anything related to my interviews took most of my time.

May 2012. Month to Nilai University.

Well, that feeling seeing mummy spent so much money on me is bad.

Sometimes, it's worst.

So.. I am late to New Uni for a week time.

I got a roommate when I am here. A perfectly nice one.

Haha. She brought me to new friends and tell me everything during Orientation week.

Things were going smoothly all these while.

June 2012. First semester of studies is not that busy but quite okay for me.

So we always hang out like "da huo er" to eat to study to chat and to play.

Every night we will stay in common until we are tired then only we went back to sleep.

So nice to have you guys as friends. Those moments were perfect whenever we are together.

July 2012. You came back. Well. We quarreled a lot and you are afraid of losing so..

You are back and studying in this Uni with me :)

This action is out of a sudden, out of our plans, out of my mind.

Hmm, thank you so much for my birthday.

The flame, the cake, the trip and everything.

Last minute planning was not that bad.

Just wanted to tell you, I love the fire that burns when you light up the candles.

Although they are not supposed to be like that, but it's nice.

Hmm, friendship is changing and I am accepting also.

Haha. People turned weird and weird?

If you were that fake at first, I'll never wanted to know you.

If you are angel, just remember a devil is used to be an angel before.

Don't make yourself staying in hell darling, you are not a child anymore.

If there are misunderstandings, you shouldn't expect and just settle them.

Nothing much to say about this matter, it's within the law of attraction between us that is beyond my control.

August & September 2012.

Health and studies at stake.

I went to hospital for times in a week.

Lastly, staying in hospital for days.

Done some checking and result was not good.

So, until now, I am having medical check out every time when I am home.

Poor mummy and my darling, worry about me all the time.

And of course, those feiii who know my situation. Crazy friends I have. Appreciate :)

October-December 2012. Second semester of my Foundation Studies.

I am alone and having some lonely time.

Things weren't that good all these days.

Back to home every time to have my body check again and again.

I am tired.

Studies are unbearable and time is tight.

Hoho. But I manage to do it every time.

Okay, they meet my expectations and I guess I have good relationship with my lecturers.

I love to ask them questions because they'll definitely answer my curious.

Owh ya! I have been chosen to Future Leadership Camp!

It is a big surprise for me!! Had a great time with all the leaders.

We learned, we played, we stayed together for three days two nights!

Besides, I went for ACCA Camp.

That camp is nice and fun, but there is too less time for us to know new friends. :(

In addition, some people add those bad flavorings to my life.

Quarrel, fight, shout, hatred. Everything comes at once.

I hate him a lot during these time. If you were wanted to be alone then just go ahead.

I hate to be with a boring people and irresponsible people.

Luckily I have all those friends, they appear whenever I need them.

Fei possss, thank you for everything ♡

Finally it's 2013.

Everything back to normal.

Mummy is great and I love the way she is.

I love to stay at home rather than going out.

I miss home more than anything.

I miss my mummy all the time.

Here comes the last semester of my Foundation Studies.

Searching for new universities, targeted Swinburn University, Inti International University and Help University.

This semester is tough! Damn busy!

In average, I only sleep for five days in a week.

So sad and you know, the happiest thing I can do everyday is to sleep.

Homeworksss kill! Assignments and tests take my life away! I AM REALLY SAD.

New friends come around and I am not that lonely.

Boy friend turned better and worst. Mood unstable.

We are not that sweet and close anymore.

In fact, he tuned lazy and dumby.

Now, 30th March 2013.

I have time to update my blog.

I have feeling to run away from homeworks and assignments.

I miss home again and I wanted to go home.

Now, at this moment.

I realized how important is my mummy to me.

I know how to fight for myself and how to keep silent when I have to.

I learned to appreciate the great things in my life.

I gained tons of new friends because of losing those so called as best friends before.

Oh ya! I have become an idol for them to talk about whenever they have time.

I have ideas that people would steal away and use it publicly.

I gained heart to heart talk friends too. Hehe ♡

A last, I am worth to live.

My life is surrounded with mature thinking people.

Everytime when I talk something stupid, they will teach me.

Everytime when I am facing trouble, they will help me.

I ain't a little girl anymore, my life is not for only one thing in life.

After all these days, I know the reasons for my heart is beating.

There are tons of stuff I have to do and I must do.

And all I must have Is to LOVE EVERYONE IN MY LIFE.

My sweetheart mummy, lovely, sisters, dear darling and his family, pretty fei pos, caring and funny friends.

Just everyone else who are nice in my life.

Thank you for making who I am today.

Thank you for staying by my side no matter what we have met before.

Most of all, thank you for giving your little part of love in your life to me! ♡

And those who bad mouthed me.

Thank you for letting me know that my life is awesome than yours that you are envy for who I am.

Just remember to appreciate your life until now.

Remember one thing Evelyn. As you always know.

It's a miracle for you to live.

There is no easy going life for you.

Every breath you take in, God might took it away like before.

Every sickness you have, God might give you again in your life.

Every steps you take, they are never easy.

Since from a foetus until a nineteen-year-old girl.

♡