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2012-01-18T06:36:00.000-08:00

我亲爱的回家了,

终于回到我的身边...

不是虚幻, 他确确实实在我身边 ;)

车上, 街上, 牵着我的手的伴是他

陪我用餐, 把食物夹给我的人也是他

一直站在身边的人是瑞伟你,

真的真的谢谢你没有离开我 <3

这几天的相处其实感觉不错,

能见到心爱的你,

真的真的真的很幸福 ;D

虽然没有多说什么,

可是我心里怎么想,

有着什么感觉,

我都很清楚 :O

虽然没有地方可以走, 可是看见你在身边..

其实在哪里都一样, 只要有你刘瑞伟 <3

只要你在身边, 平时很难做到的是都可以完成 !

可以像其他情侣到处去拍拖 ;P

这样很够了, 很满足了 ! ._.

有多少人会很安心？
如果别人没有恶意... 做朋友根本不是问题.
可是事实却不是这样,
曾经发生的事, 听过的话不是假的,
怎么能放心？能不担心么？
我做不到, 真的办不到;
离开我的人... 好多好多了
是至亲是好朋友是谁都好,
离开我身边的人很多了,
别说接受...
连看见这些事的勇气我都没有,

更何况是离我心里这么近的你？

不要我不要我死也不要

今天亲爱的语气明显的有点不耐烦,
真不敢想像我们只能信息的时候,
亲爱的你怎么忍受的？会很烦很烦吧 ==
是啊, 其实真的不是你的错..
不关你的事, 只关你以前的事;
不是现在, 现在的你是在我身边的瑞伟,
已经不一样了, 受到澳洲影响了, 呵呵 /;
不过还是傻傻的刘老先生, 老公公;
我超爱的男孩 <3

不是你的错也不是她的错,
只是时间还不够 ,
不该这么在意 ......
这些问题解不了, 也不是我能解的
那我不解不找答案了 :)
只能放宽心胸想了就过了
出口还没出现罢了,
其实没什么
多一份宽容不容易
可是少一份爱更难
相比起来或许我是幸福的
就把一切都交给时间

我们的爱情开始了,

坚持到这里了 ,

想你有多爱我,

我就得有多爱你.. <3

不该一味向你索求, 我该给的必须要更多,

每次说了什么想清楚才说的话都害怕没有回应,

当然想有个回答有份肯定..

可是这中恐惧是时候离开了

既然一开始豁出去了 ,

那现在每一步更要敢敢走下去就对了 ;)

有你在... 我怕什么 ?

没有你在？不可能的, 瑞伟答应我的 <3

Precious One

2012-01-04T00:31:00.000-08:00

4th of January 2012

Awww. This is the first day school reopen and It's non of my business.
Ahha ? Kinda good news ?
I don't know. Life goes back like when I'm Form 2.
The only thing different is dad is not around here.
Weird when I'm awake. I'm alone.
Mama called. owhh. I'm really alone......

First time I went into a kitchen and COOK by myself.
If dad is around, He'll definitely help out.
Oh my gosh.
I'm only cooking the taufu and I don't even know which to fry ?
Luckily I chose the right one. HAHAHA.
I was like shouting all way round -.-
Serious, I don't know how to cook. :/
Nevermind lahh. I will learn from now.

How I wish there's someone taking lunch with me.
I wished I really hoped.
And it seems I'm dreaming.
What time is mama coming back today ?
5 ? 6? And I'm all alone whole day.
Nobody is with me. How sad.

For me, taking a meal with your family is really a great amazing thing.
Yet, it is so hard for me.
who can call their dad and mom in their forties ?
I'm the one who say I can't.
In my twenties, I don't even can have a dad to call.
That's why. How precious it is if I could have a chance again taking meal with my both parents together.

25th of December 2011

It's CHRISTMAS ! wohoo !
I'm so exicted.
On the 24th, after reaching KL, straight away went church.
Paster Christin said something really inspired me.

DO NOT BE AFRAID. GOD IS WITH YOU.

Step by step bringing me closer to you Lord.
Dear called that Christmas Eve Night, Talked for 37 minutes. HAHA.
Thank you so much.
I appreciate that a lot and all the Christmas present :D

26th of December 2011

First day of HUGE Camp :O
It was kinda embarrassing going to a Christian Camp with a different church.
I don't even know anyone of them.
It's WEIRD standing together with them.
Reached Tiara Bach Resort, Port Dickson.
It's tiring. And service gonna start at 8 we don't even got our bath. ==
Paster Clement thought us.. Your life matters to God.
You are a creation of God and God cares about you.
Even you might not have talents but your Life Matters To GOD.

28th of December 2011

HUGE Camp really teached me a lot. I learned so many things in it.
And this is the last Night all of us been together. 913 people in a hall.
Paster Jeremy thought us a lot.

Everything is so simple in this world. Human complicates them.

Follow the bible. Everything follow the bible.

Chase after Jesus. Be ready to have an encounter with him.

You belongs to Him.

Following Him is not inspired but we are called to follow.

So focus in Him and when you encounter with Jesus..

Everything will come within you.

So YOU are the Unique one and the only one in Jesus eyes.

And so luckily. When Paster praying for others.
I'm nervous to step forward. I'm afraid.
Simon came. He is like an angel that time.
I don't know why when I just follow Him and walk in front.
Su Vien hold my hand and Paster prayed for me.
This is when I feel God is so close to me.
Every words from Paster Tony keeping deep inside my heart.
I felt warm like God is holding me.
I am not alone and Lord is really near with me.
Why don't I look back and follow him ?

29th of December 2011

The last day.
I love that song so much. Jesus at the centre.
I feel close to you whenever this song played and sang by them.
A prayer tunner is held today.
Oh my gosh. Again. I don't have that braveness.
Finally I did lined up and listened prayers from Pasters.
Owh. I was so blessed when my hands keep tightly together and one of them opened up them.
It comes to the last Paster. Paster Danny. He smiled to me and say nothing.
I bow down my head and it's warm. I felt peace.
Standing on my place and seeing all of others.
some of them fainted, shouted, cried.
I wanted to help but nothing can be done.
Last song ended with I Offer My Life.
It's like God listened my prayer.
Thank you so much. For everything :)

31st of December 2011

Last day in this year. It's a bit sad.
And my mood is absolutely not good. HAHAHA.
Alright. went for service at 8.30pm and having countdown together.
Hahaha. Having fun when we go out to sing and dance JehoJeho~~ together !
With HUGE camp friends.
Received Dear's phone call before twelve.
We couldn't hear each other. Anyway, it's okay lah. HAHA.

1st of January 2012

Yeepy yeepo ! :D
I'm happy. Really happy. No why.
I just felt I enjoyed everything there.
Everyone wished each other. With Hugs shaking hands.
So glad I can see all my friends again. The last time before we left KL.
hmphh. Miss all of them so much.
Went mamak and received dear's call again. HAHAHA.
14 minutes 14 seconds.
wohoo ! Happy New Year !
It's a great thing to have this bunch of friends celebrating New Year together.
Although we don't really know each other and chit chatting together like so sam pat.
HAhaha. Some are even I just know on that day.
People, I miss you guys a lot seriously ! <3

This is the most meaningful days in my holidays. Babe. * Mwuah mwuah mwuah ! *

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. So funny to play this. And moving Bumb bumbs together. Wink! :P

3rd of January 2012

Alright. I asked a silly question MAYBE.
DEFINE ME. And I got these. HAHA.

其实我是从面子书认识悠然的, 因为和你聊了几句而熟络了起来♥
还记得第一次拿你的手机号码是借用了轮到我照顾生病的你为借口的... XD
在蛮短时间内, 信息信息, 然后谈天通话, 很难得第一次跟你通话就那么谈得来, 是不太熟悉对方所以放心谈天么?? 还是有一种自然的亲切感, 又或者是惺惺相惜的感觉?? 也许都有 ♥很明显, 悠然给我的第一印象是你很坚强很执着, 我喜欢你的执着你的不肯放弃, 我爱你这个性格, 开始喜欢跟你聊天, 聊些有的或没的 ♥

分享你的经历点滴, 知道原来女孩可以酱爱一位男孩, 仿佛就好像以前我所经历的, 你... 反映着以前执着的我, 不轻易认输的我 ♥

悠然所经历的, 所承受的, 真的不容易 ♥
每时每刻都让我有种想保护你的感觉, 就由这感觉开始,
开始, 慢慢地开始, 萌芽 ♥
了解分享聆听, 让我慢慢地了解懂得迷恋悠然 ♥
这时候遇上知心的女孩, 我不懂是对是错, 但是我懂得也许你是上帝赐予我的天使, 上帝应该希望我珍惜把握吧, 呵呵♥
好女孩, 是上天赐予我的, 我会好好珍惜你 ♥

Felt so touched.This is only the beginning ? Aha.
I don't expect much from you actually.
But when I got this.
It's like I got the right partner.
The only thing to manage our relationship is just go with the Bible and The Love Triangle.
Lord at the centre and we both will be following what's right and solve what's wrong.
I have never regret for that promise. I know what am I doing.
HE will bring me to the way after HIM and I'm following.
Thank you God for this guy appearance.
Get off my sad thinking and I know You will be there helping out when He's not the right one.
For Now. He is. Yes. It's Him. Mr. Liew Rui Wei.
♥

Finally

2011-12-17T22:24:00.000-08:00

Wohoo !
I'm now a healthy girl in my own home.
Home sweet home.
Typing this out with my own hands and fingers.
Looking all these with my own eyes. Both of them.

14th of December 2011

Goodness. Worst day of mine.
I was blind for a few minutes.
Everything black out and I thought I can't see anymore.
Luckily I can at last.
Went in to hospital for three days.
Terribly, this was the sixth day I fall sick right after my exam.
I can't even eat and walk for days.
Now went in hospital pulak.
Three days, the food in hospital is nice. Lol.
Went for brain checking, eyes checking.
Everything done and I'm PERFECTLY FINE.
Weeepy yeepo ! :D
HOME HOME HOME.
MY OWN HOME.
Mama said I looked like a child found their bear!
Lol. I am. So excited yet happy.
Thank you Lord for giving me everything.
A perfect body and A good condition of ME.
Luckily I tried all of them once in my lifetime not for the rest of my life.

I'd treasure all of these and take them as a gift from You to me.
Nothing is known to be yours even your body.
Take good care of it for you not to regret one fine day.
I promised. To be good for me myself.
Thank you so much ! :)

不舍的一切

2011-12-03T05:00:00.001-08:00

梦想美梦成真

我的脚步或许一向来都比别人慢
庆幸的是没有让自己失望
没有让爸爸妈妈伤心
从小到大都有他们带着我
每次都是他们为我射下目标让我完成的
平学兼优奖全级100名内拿什么奖
这些东东我做到了
唯一后悔的是为什么我没有失败？

原来一个'好'的姐姐会带给妹妹这么大的压力
我从来没有好好留意过
如果知道会这样
我宁愿自己不是考全部 A 的姐姐
不为什么至少自己的妹妹们会开心的读书
我自认头脑不比他们好
只是运气好
每次都是这样回答别人的
婆婆称赞的时候都觉得好惭愧
自己到底好不好我最清楚了
只是每次都刚好达到目标罢了

妹妹们都好聪明
和她们比起来我的头脑的确差了些
聪明两个字轮不到我用
妈妈说的: 为什么有这么急
其实我有选择吗?
我不想浪费时间一直读书是自己想要的
其次是不想自己成为你的负担...
我不想更想的是要你好好想清福吧
死了一个爸爸就够了 :)
这个妈妈我要了我死都要
至少妈妈是可以让我报答的
可以看到一半的梦想成真

我要的很简单 ......

一个老爷爷和一个老婆婆

我们一起拍全家福就好了

碎了一半另一半我想有

这一半就好了

有我的家人

不要再带走我身边的人

我不想再失去谁

爸爸说: 尽力就好不要给自己这样大压力
因为知道自己不聪明
所以每次花的时间比妹妹们都长
每次做的都比别人多
而且比较没有自信
自然给自己压力
而且不可能考试一次又一次的差下去吧
我的原则: 只有进步没有退步

亲爱的说过
那些是你们这些小女生幻想的梦
不可能会实现的
圭贤真的真的很可爱
不可能见到他吧？
是幻想对啊不可能吧
只是圭贤一直以来这样努力才这么喜欢他
因为很欣赏他所以这样迷他
因为看到他自然会很开心
看到他这么邪恶会好像傻婆般笑
小女生的幻想该停了
不可呢个实现的就让它过去吧
不想了不望了

现在只想搞好升学的事情
去澳洲不是不可能
只是去那里的哪里是个问题
得等考完试问清楚先
不是不想去还是什么
只是真的要想清楚
以我的性格一去不复返
我不可能打回头路
我要做的事情决定了就不容易改变
那是一股坚持
我不想破了自己一向来维持着的东西

请你不要对我这样好
不要每次都猜到我需要什么
不要每次都迁就我
不是不喜欢不是不想要
只是太好的你会让我有负担
我不习惯别人对我这么好
太好反而让我有种不踏实的感觉
太好反而让我更怕看到一些不好的事
我不想有一起一落的感觉
那样不好受而且很不好受
今晚这句话就让我哭了
'是不是想要抱抱?? 抱抱悠然'很久没有这种感觉
不知道为什么是真心的还是假意的
我没有在想这样一句话其实很够了

刘瑞伟这样就好了

对我凶一点比较好

我真的真的不想太依赖你

不想是你的负担

仅此而已

Wohoooo

2011-11-18T18:01:00.000-08:00

Exam week started.
Yah. I couldn't believe that I'm in the hall for...
SPM ! My gawd..
Past time SPM seems so far to me.
But now game on with me.
I'm in that exam and that exam I'm in !
Goshhhhhhh.
One week ends and three weeks to go.
YAY!
So nervous when I walk in the hall.
Just try my best ;))
Everything will be fine :D

Dega omma saranghae <3

You're always the best !
Love you much.
Don't force myself too hard I know.
Take care of my body I remember.
Sleep early and keep steady I got it.
Lastly, do things I like and I want.
It's for my own life.
Moma, I know.

Lovessssssssssss ♥

Always, mummy mummy mummy ;))

Sighhhhhh

My dear kelly.

How I wish I could be there with you.
Always staying by your side.
Nevermind.
One fine day you'll never be there.
It's still your home now but not forever.
I'd bring you out after exam !
Our plans are going to work. HEHEHE.
You would never be left out with my existence.
Love you as always.
We'll never left each other out right ?
Seperated for years and we're still so close.
Years we'll be seperated next and make sure you remember.
A successful lady we wanted to be and We will be.

Stay strong and A Successful lady you'll be one fine day <3

Dearest oh my dearest.

Almost two months you're there.
And things changing. LOL
Maybe you're too busy over there?
Once you late or didn't reply.
I just don't wanna find you again.
Like I'm disturbing YOU.
I wanted to talk to you so badly and you ?
woo. How would I know ?
Maybe you thought I'm having exam ?
Godness. There is where I needed you the most.

Whatever FULL STOP

nevermind. talk when there is a need now .

Yesssssss !!!!!!!

Time after exam ! I'm so looking forward to you !

Party time rocks.

And I'll play to the fullest.
Everything will be out of my mind.
YAY :D

C'mon. Fight for Exam now ! :O

Without you

♥

For you

2011-11-07T01:44:00.000-08:00

得空的时候,
每次看你的布落格.
就会自然的从头看到尾看一遍 ~.~
看着这个作者的心情历史
这样的你竟然会是我最亲爱的 ♥总觉得人真的很奇怪
谁知道我在这个转角会遇见你而你也同样的看见了我 ?

每次读你的布落格
都持有想看看你到底是个怎样的男孩的感觉
好像又在从新认识你一样 .___.

看了,
会, 会有些感伤..
你还真的是个敏感的男孩
有时会觉得你自我中心还蛮强的
而且真的没什么安全感
朋友是真的很多=.=
可知心的应该连手指头都数的完吧 XD
你曾经经历的我也不懂有些什么
只是还真的谢谢现在的你已经长大了
至少我们在一起的时候都懂得了珍惜

看了,
会心痛.
有些话你曾经告诉别人的我也熟悉
会在想.. 是不是只是换了个对象说而不是真的 ?
自己会不会只是一个代替品？
那些称呼那些话语那些字眼那些形容词 ......... ;(
可能也就因为是真的付出真的是你才会说这些话吧 ;)

看了,
会担心...
每次看到那一篇就觉得有点心寒
对远距离恋爱没安全感？
你会不会又再放弃多一次？
那些承诺会不会落空？
会不会因为没有真实的接触而选择放手？
会不会到最后才说出这一切一开始就是一个错误？

欣慰的是
这样的男孩
会为别人着想
会因为不服输而坚持了好一段时间
会好好对待自己的女孩
会想给自己女孩最好的
会因为一个小小的事情就开心
会一直不断的改进自己
会一直努力的学习
会懂得感恩懂得珍惜懂得感激
这样的男孩正是我身边的那个伴 ♥

今天是第98天
2.8.2011
开始算起不是100天
100天是从31.7.2011 开始的
31 号的那位不是我
呵呵是笑了 ... :)
至少你有在算？
至少你还会记得这样琐碎的事吧...
好过什么都没有 :O

在一起 <3
1/4 年5 天
感觉上好像很长很久,
可说穿了只有三个月 -.-
自我安慰吧 ==
这样算那么等你的时间感觉上又会短了一点点
那样见到的那天又会靠近一点点
哈哈这样说给肥恒听她也说比例真的有咯
当然有! 不是我容易满足,是这样想..
人活得开心点时间就过得快一点 :D

分开？
我可从来都没有想过
没有想过会出现在我和你之间
6.10.2011
那天凌晨你说的我还是很在意 ;/
在我的观点中这两个字只能出现三次 !
第三次我一定不会再留恋 .....
可以不可以让我谈一场到老的恋情？
能不能让你是我的那个伴怎样都一直都在一起？
直到我和你都闭上眼睛离开这世界的时候？

这不算是贪心吧..？
我只是想很想很想和现在的他拥有这段 "一辈子" ♥

Flashback

2011-11-04T03:20:00.000-07:00

Here is where I start and I'm gonna end at that Classroom.
It's pretty awesome when we realised.

The first day we go to our classroom.
Waww. It is on the third floor of that block.
And so We named that classroom as Cameron Highlands.

When I begin my high school life, I'm located in 1P7, The only Music Class in the Form.
Proud to say that. I've never been regret for choosing to be in this class.
It has been three years we be together.
Looking backwards, and look at who we are now.
Every each girl of us. The forty girls of us.
We changed from a little girl to a pretty mature girl.
We learned a lot from each other and of course from the teachers.
We are still well-known as the most unite class.
"你们P7真的很团结."
The sentence which I truly agree and proud of us.

Those nicknames we gave to our teachers.
Those memories we created together.
Canteen day. Class Party.
Dramas we have acted.
Jokes we have created.
Nicknames for teachers.
Songs we have sang.
Achievements we have had.
And the Slogan we have created. ENERGETIC.

We are known as the noisiest class ever.
Still, who cares?
We always talk and talk and talk.
We love to gossip and we have gossip for three years together.
Talking and laughing out loudly would probably be our mark.
You can always see us around "Our Table" and talk non-stop.

And so time for exam.
How we fight for PMR ?
I will never forget.
Everyone put our all effort in it for what ?
For being together in the next year.
We aim for this TOGETHER.
Helping each other and reminding girls to study.
Being there when someone is in troubles.
Sharing everything we have to each other.
This is really amazing when EVERY GIRLS in 3P7(2009) taking books and READ !

Time for you to leave.
To be in actual. 29th of May 2009.
A day before Our Boss, Miss Yau's birthday.
On that morning, we have our Chinese class and I remember Pn.Lim teaches us..
劝君更敬一杯酒, 西出阳光无故人.
It's like talking our mood.
How upset we are.
We guys know.
Many songs we sang for you.
Everyone cried and you too.
No more M leg. No more successful lady. No more Laughing shadow.
In OUR CLASS 3P7 Anymore.
And since from that day, Number of students 3P7 become 39.
But in our heart. We have 40 girls.
40 in one and we are a Family with The Boss as our Mother.

Canteen day. 25th of July.
wohoo! We got three Champion.
How do start on that day ?
Nothing but Shouting. And putting on our DOG TAG !
E to the N to the E to the R to the G to the E to the TIC ! 活力 !!!
And day begins. Tired after all.
Money that we earned are so called as too much until our boss said.
"Eh how ar! We have so many money. How to spent all of them? Aiyaa~ "
HAHAHA. Our BOSS.
That's why we have Class Party in Folie-Folie.

Until that day before Christmas.
We have to take our PMR results.
And so, we gather together again.
26 of us got 8As and 14 of us got 7As and 6 of us got 6As.
Not that good as others But this is what we fight out Together as a class and as a family. ♥

Year to 2010.
It's kinda cruel to all of us.
No point crying and we have been Seperated.
For the very first time.
And here a new life begins.

Jin Yee. Chang Min. Emilia and I were put in 5S5(2011).
It has been two fantastic years to be with you guys.
It begins with a thanks to talk about you people.
I met with some new friends which called each other as FEI PO.
Ruoheng. One of the most important friend in my life now.
It's pretty awesome to be with you.
Vivianie, Pipi, Carine, Xian, Chris, Doris, Jae and so on..
These people are really unique.
Different types of girls to be in a class.
They have been together for five years.
Can you imagine how close would they be ?
I don't know. But one thing.
It's happy to be with you all.

Not much we have been go through.
Not many memories we have been together.
Jokes in our classroom.
Laughing and crying together.
Worries for our friends.
Comfort which we put on each other.

All of these not lesser than others.
This is 5S5 (2011), Our class.
And here my high school life is going to the last dot.
It isn't a coma anymore but It's going to an end.
I'm in that classroom where I first step in This Secondary School Life.

It's like a little miracle in my Life.
For four of us, we are so LUCKY !
Start at where We Begin and end at where We Stop.

I will never forget for what we have done, we have learnt and we have now.
For all for one and one for all.
3P7'09 girls are always holding tight with each other no matter what.
5S5'11 girls always being there for you with a smile on their faces.
Here I end, The Classroom. 1P7'07/5S5'11.
My loved one ♥

Graduation Song - Never say Goodbye.
~lyrics by How Mei Ai, 3P7'09.

I never knew you were leaving
Never knew this is happening
Thought you'll always be there for me
Could we be Forever Friends ?

I will always be there whenever you need me
That's what TRUE FRIENDS are meant to be.
If you ever get lost in this lonely world.
Put a smile on your face cause you've me.

Dear Friends,
This is not the end.
I'm not saying goodbye to you and you.
We'll always be friends no matter what
From 20 to 60 or maybe 80.

This is not the end.
I'm not saying goodbye to you and you.
We'll always be friends no matter what.
So don't you ever say goodbye to me My Friends.
♥

Lat thing. The drama.
READY SET GO !
Last time we stand on the stage and we have been on the newspaper.
We finally achieved what we wanted.
Everyone laughed and enjoyed.
Girls. Best friends forever.
Loves.
♥

2011-10-29T02:28:00.000-07:00

我只是想 .....

每个人都可以好好的
开开心心的健健康康的
每个人可以好好守护在自己爱的人身边

可现实的生活却不这么简单
不是想要就可以的
不是努力就有回报的
不是付出就看到成果的
不是单个人的理想就一定能实现的

谁会永远陪在身边
即使是亲身父母也有离开自己的一天
宁可奢求有个人能够永远陪伴这自己
不如在自己还活着的时候多陪陪身边的人
能活多一秒也是种福气
能看多一眼也要看自己的运气
能笑多一点至少可以让世界多一点声气

我只是个平凡的人
可我希望自己是平凡中再平凡的人
是个在人群当中依然不是孤独的人
不用把事情想得这么复杂这么仔细
保持着再简单不过的心
让这个世界因为有了我
会有那么一点点的差別
会多那么一点点的快乐

♥

28.10.2011

从学校到吃午餐都一直在笑
和肥你们在一起真的不用在意这么多
不必担心太多简简单单就够了
臭笨恒害我被骂不过几爽下
很久没有给 Miss Yau 讲了哈哈
我知道你担心啦
一整晚担心阿雯她爸爸没事了 :D
松了一大口气没事就好
不想在看到有任何人离开我们的身边
这两年里看到的够了
不要再有人离开了真的拜托拜托

哈哈哈
我简直要笑傻开心到
没有想到你会打过来
刚泡完咖啡会房间就听到电话响
是你的名字耶很久没有看到了
感觉上响了很久我接了
奇怪的是亲爱的没骂我
可能以前每次都给别人骂的关系吧 -.-

一个月
还不能说上辛苦
路还很长还有很多事没经历过的呢
我们还是多努力些吧
瑞伟可要记得别把自己身体搞坏了
要好好照顾自己
亲爱的劳烦你了
以后的日子就麻烦刘先生了
别放弃
雨过天晴后的天空会更美的
因为那时候的世界有你还有我
我们都不是孤孤单单的

:)

Love

2011-10-25T18:28:00.000-07:00

Love is true.
Love is patient love is kind.
It does not envy it does not boast it is not proud.
It is not rude it is not self-seeking it is not easily angered it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects always trusts always hopes it always perseveres.
Love never fails.
Love is everlasting its eternal it goes on and on it goes beyond time love is the only thing that will last when you die but ask the question why?
Do you have love?

._.

肥

2011-10-25T04:45:00.000-07:00

25.10.2011

终于把心里的话都说出来了
该把该放下的都放了吧
当着是放过自己吧悠然
不是输了只是还没开场别人就开战了
追上别人不慢有心要做好就好了 :))
管别人怎么看
记得把事情看得单纯点吧
复杂的事情你还得慢慢来接受
别逼着自己了你知道的你不能也不想 ... ;))

肥说中了吧,
自从他走了以后..
没有一天我是开心的
我说有, 你又说
那不是真心的...
可能真的讲中我的心事吧
毕竟一个月都没到
就有这么多事情发生　
不是我不要说　是该怎么开口
怎么告诉他 ??
我都不知道　真的不懂了
不是单纯不复杂　是在于该不该　能不能
那时候连看都不敢看再你了 ......

肥
如果真的能像你说的那样
我们的生活　孩子　孙子
活到八十七岁就好
我说我不会这么长命
你说会的我把我的割出来给你
哈哈不要啦你活长命点好了　
还有！如果贞德像我们说的那样
你一定要生个儿子不要女儿
才不会像你那样是猴子 XD
如果我们会一起进棺材就好
至少有你一路陪着我.. 许若恒 <3　

我的生活

2011-10-23T06:22:00.000-07:00

22.10.2011

很开心的晚上
终于可以看到自己的小学学妹演奏 ;D
你们超可爱的
停电了还可以继续奏很不简单
敲击的滚核桃真的很棒
看到这样的你们很欣慰
真的好像自己的女儿在舞台上表演
那些掌声不是假的是真的为你们感到骄傲给的 ♥

回到华乐室很想念真的真的很想念
有回家的感觉每段回忆一直浮现在脑海里
看到你们很开心
家颖美洁家欢
三个瓜超好笑的你们还是一样像孩子一样
上台前, 我们有抱抱了..
这是ruby的责任负责抱人,听你们说很怕啊 :O
哈哈昨晚还是给我听到了
你们啊好好加油
到你们了嘿 ♥
范荔婷. 果然一来到就zat我好笑咯你几时才要停? -.-
Graceyyyyy. 又给小的欺负了还是小心点不要再给我看到你受伤了
很心疼咯你这么小只小心点啦不要太好人了 :')
赖保媚! 昨晚表演到脸都红完了你这个工作人员
整天都迟到的我都比你早到啊还出去玩了咯 ;P
凯莉你也是不要迟到又不吃东西
够瘦了啦记得要吃饭每次都要啊
只有四个....
你们七个人要一直在一起懂么?
在一起四年不容易
这是敲击最高记录
能把你们带到这是我们的尽头了
剩下的要靠你们了孩子
记得没有你们就没有我们没有我们就没有你们
你们爱我们我们依然爱你们
不要怕敲击在大厅
抱抱在这里
加油你们还是很闪烁的星星
在舞台上的你们都一样闪的很美很亮; Ruby 说的
♥

23.10.2011

我该紧张没错不我很怕
剩下的时间一点都不够了我不能在这样颓废下去
每次都这么对自己说结果呢
我自己都很失望
再这样下去会怎样你自己很清楚
我知道我不想知道我不要知道
这次的考试我一点信心都没有
要考到那种成绩不是我不要是害怕自己办不到
可以不要这样吗我不能失败这次不能真的不能
天主帮帮我吧
让我平安的考试让我顺利考到最后
让我坚持到底

今天心情真的很差.. 怎么了?
我不开心一整天了... :))
算了还是静静吧
别说话最好
只想明天穿校服去学校最后九天上课了 :(((
不要打击我了看到那眼角又有泪了 ...
其实我真的什么都不是
过了明天这一切都结束睡觉去

Hahaha

2011-10-12T05:27:00.000-07:00

This week. All these days.
Today onwards I must study hard right from now !
No more bad result Evelyn Tng !
HWAITING :D
Come on. Biology. Please love me more. I need you Please. ;O

God.
Give me strength and I will add more oil.
Please help meeeee Please :))
HOHOHO. Love this song recently. LOL.

想著你　露出微笑　那種感覺特別好
看著你　露出微笑　我的心情更特別好

我一天一天日日夜夜　不曾停止對你思念　我不覺得疲憊
當每次　我看著你　我的臉紅得紅得紅得像一朵紅色玫瑰

我看著你　你看著我　我只希望時間停在這一秒　愛的歌謠　隨風飄

想你想你想你想個不停　天天想你想得自言自語
我好想對你說　看著你的眼　是否知道我喜歡你
想你想你想你想個不停　天天想你想得忘記自己
我好想對你說　看著你的臉　幸福一直就在面前 ♥

A post for you Girl

2011-10-09T05:09:00.000-07:00

就一张照片
可给人感觉好温馨 ♥
里面其实没什么只有爷爷婆婆爸爸妈妈哥哥阿姨叔叔妹妹和你
就一张全家福可是看了会想哭
很久没有认认真真的这样看一张家的照片
这次却因为你让我看见了
心里酸酸的不是滋味

照片里那个爷爷不在了
不在一个星期了
相信他会抵达天堂了
除了陪陪你我不知道可以做什么
唯一不会对你说的就是要坚强
不要说你会没事的
其实你不好一点都不好
慢慢来吧
不要忘了我们还在这没有离开过你

Keep holding on, This is what you told me when I lost my loved one.
So now, My turn to tell you.
Yes. There's a lot of friends with you now.
WE might not be the closet one.
I wouldn't be the important one.
At least, Please remember.
We're gossip gang and we are here.
Always do! <3
BFF stand for Best friends Forever !
Sista. Stay with your smiley face always ! Loves.

Daysss

2011-10-05T03:41:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to you daddy <3
This is the second time we are not celebrating for you..
Wish that you're really fine over there.
I believe there is a halo be with you right now, isn't it ?
You might be one of the angel in us.
Always give us the best blessing.
I miss you a lot. Real a lot.
Hugs* Like we always do on our birthdays.
Dad. Daddy. Baba. Dy.
How I wish I can call these name.
How I wish These words can come out from my mouth with sound and I got a reply from you.
How I wish ..... :)
As people always say, You are a perfect daddy.
Yes. You are. You always do.
Until now, you are still a good dad for me.
I believe you can listen my prayer.

Daddy, so now. Listen to me please.
Another time.
Bless Junyi and her family can go through all these hard time now.
Did you met her grandpa?
Junyi. You know right ?
I never see her tears drop yesterday.
But inside, She is not good.
Seriously not. Please strengthen her and give their parents hope.
All that I can do is pray for her.
Big man, Please.. Give us hope and faith to go through this. :)

FEI POOOOO ~~~
Hard to see you smile like this.
It has been a year you lost this kinda smile.
Keep it on. I'd be here to protect you always.
You got touched yet you're smiling.
Finally you got your tears out of your mind.
Thank god :D

Time for you. My loved one.
Thanks for explaining to me.
At least I'm not blur. Still, I hope your explanation is true.
Seriously hoping. Don't let me know it was a joke lastly.
I can't take it.
Looking back our post in our blog.
It's a big change in us. good or bad ?
No. this is not the point.
It's time to understand each other well in every side.
Mr.A I'm sorry for not wearing the ring for past few days.
Real sorry.
Now, it's on my hand. I won't take it off again.
Seriously, I won't. I'm saying the truth. Won't. :)

First impression. You are a real good guy.
Until now. I believe that first feeling.
Only that is right.
I don't want to lose you. Never. Please.
I said, I don't want you to get hurt anymore.
This time too. I don't want to.
Stay with me. Please.
You said Lets make it forever.
Don't break it. It appeared in our messages.
I'm not silly. If I'm just let it be another time.

Dear man.
You are the greatest man I have ever seen.
neol jeongmal saranghae ♥
I pray for your happiness more than my own.
I hope that you are warm all the time when we are together.
I wish your smile will be on your face whenever you think of US.
Less than three. Loves.

人生,就是这样.
你永远不知道下一秒你会在何处.
只能好好的珍惜现在拥有的一切.
现在你有的就是最好的, 或许也会是最后的..
知足、珍惜、感激就是给自己和别人最好的礼物
★

Run !

2011-10-01T07:07:00.001-07:00

Let me run this time.
NO. It's true.
We know that right fei?
Don't be so tian zhen le.
No. I CANNOT BE ! HAHAHAHA.
Trust ? Still trusting ?
Oh no. Don't ask.
I don't know what's wrong with me.
The only thing is.
I WANT TO RUN AWAY.
Honestly. Just let me be.
You said, that's why no one trusts forever, because they forget how they fall in love with each other.
Until now, I believe.
Why ? Don't know.
Don't have so much worries as before.
I'm able to say that I'm fine.
Honestly, until now one drop of tears I didn't even drop.
It's inside. I can't..
Just vomit again and again.
Accept it. EVELYN TNG. :O
You promised not to screw up this time.
Don't break it :)

I remember. The first time US.

last date

2011-09-26T02:27:00.000-07:00

24th of September 2011

我们一起说出: 我帮你穿
傻傻的望了对方一下,
嘴角上扬了 :)

不是第一次和你心灵相同
这中默契　不会消失的　
对的人　你不可以跑掉　
现在跑吧　跑累了　飞累了
回头望　我就在你身后　对你傻傻的笑了
那时候　幸福就真的降临了 <3

26th of September 2011

在你去Australia 前
我们的最后一个约会
今天的你穿上了我们第一次见面时你穿的那套衣物
连鞋子裤子都一样
你说要给多我一次最初的印象和感觉 ♥

亲爱的我感觉到了谢谢你总是这么体贴 :D

最初的我们 ★

在一起的时候真的很快乐
根本不用愁不用优
或许连该有的担心我都忘了
只想和你好好的开心的过我们拥有的时光
毕竟我们能在一起的时间真的不多
愁多了哪来的快乐呢

这段时间
谢谢你给我这么多的回忆
还记得你说你会花最多的时间在我身上
我觉得你做到了很多时间你都用来陪我了
这样就足够了刘瑞伟 ♥

虽然只有短短八个星期和你相处的时间
感觉上却好长好长
我们不像在热恋中的情侣反而像老夫老妻那样
要离开了　就更要好好的活出你自己　
不用担心这么多　好好努力　向前冲吧　
亲爱的　我会一直支持你　
别放弃　因为我会一直都在这里
在我们的家　等待着你　
两年　不要说　辛苦我了
不辛苦　因为等的是对的人　
等的是　我最爱的你　刘瑞伟 ♥

我把定情信物收好了
请你也别忘了
我们的一切　我们的回忆
这段美丽的爱情　
不想你再受到不好的待遇　
不想你再受到任何伤害　
只希望我们不会忘了　现在的我们
虽然不单纯　至少我们努力迁就彼此的我们
一直珍惜着对方的我们俩 ♥

我说　老天爷明明之中有安排的
会有风浪等着我们的
我们不会一直平平淡淡的
现在就有了
所以我们一定要好好的走过这段路
你说　两年后　我们会很幸福的　
你会兑现现在你给我的承诺
我相信你会的　
对你的信任　不曾改变　现在还是一样　
以后就得看我们了　
记得要坦白 xD

到了那
要好好照顾自己　不要把自己搞垮.
现在不止妈妈会担心　我也会　还会很心疼你　知道吗?
要注意自己的安全.
安全很重要　不要让自己发生什么事了
要保持开心　整天傻笑的你
这样才有冷笑话回来和我说　
做什么都要适可而此
累了就休息　病了就歇会　
不要勉强自己　懂么?
最重要的是不要忘了你自己 !
做自己的时候　要保持着你一贯有的自信 :O
那时的你最好看了　亲爱的瑞伟　 ♥

曾经
你问: 对我来说,朋友重要还是情人重要?
现在告诉你...
你是和爸爸平起平坐的男孩,
是让我有另一个温暖的家的男孩,
你知道你有多么重要了吗?　
不要想傻傻的事了..
执子之手　与子偕老 ♥
我们要记得　要履行他
因为, 瑞伟说很多人白头到老　我们也可以!!!

刘瑞伟
我的幸福是你给的
希望你的会是我给的
★

2011-09-21T03:16:00.000-07:00

Last day of our Trial Exam !
*Hurrayyy ! *
My dearest Chinese Paper, here you end up my hard life ever.
It should be happy but I got a little disappointment :(
No no no no no.
The last paragraph of my essay. What have I done ?!
I spoilt my essay. It's not on that standard I want. Shoo !
Last minute last PARAGRAPH. Aunty, not last Sentence eh ==
YERR ! Yet, got so thankful that I wrote it.
Tittle of my beloved essay, 感恩 ♥
Two simple words and it let me think about so many thingss ! (:
Pretty amazing if I really cried on my last paper.
It would be the happiest tears ever.

Like I never felt like this before.
I wrote it out about myself. My life.
Parents. Friends. Lover.
Three main part of my life and I wrote it out on my exam paper.
Realised how many things we've been gone through together.
Daddy and mummy, the first person who tell me what is love.
The first person who take care of me when i appeared in this pretty world.
Never ending thank you to you two. Honestly.
HOME. Home sweet home.
Whenever we reach home after a long long journey, dad would like to say this.
That's why, home is the warmest place and sweetest place for me.
Every place in my home have our shadow and breath.
Amazing place ever ! The best present I have got from god.

Friends, the one we can stand together during hard time.
The strong bond that never ends, the cold jokes that never less in our life.
And all those perang gerilla, distinguish look, and so on~~~
Dear P7'09 I miss you guys a lot seriously ! Love.
FeiSSSSSSS (:
YAY! You people.
When it comes to you guys, I will laugh and laugh and laugh.
The power you all give me is to laugh out loud.
Like a crazy person everytime.
Even ming ju can be like a joke to memorize -.-
Jelly, one sentence for you :D
If we can be, I will stick with you for my life with UHU glue, never ever leave you alone.
Wee hee~~
This is the cute present in my life.
There's laugh, scold, shout, cry, and so many many things in us.
Isn't it look cute when you flashback ?

Time for you, lover.
I wonder why I will think about you for my third point
but that one that appear when I saw the question..
No doubt, that's you :)
Thank you for everything you gave me.
It's more than I can do for you.
Real thanks my dearest ! Less than three. HEHE.

20th of September 2011

Time for dating again. Nanananana~ LOL
Pizza for lunch. Oh no x.x
I can't run away from pizza for the third time in this week ;/
HAHAHAHA. Should I laugh ?
Jusco market for shopping.
Chocolates again. Ne. Syok dao. HAHAHAHA.
Okay laa.. *Sighhh
You're about to leave.
Seriously you're leaving me very very very soon.
Once you're holding my hands, like you're really bu she de.
Felt that you're weird yesterday. A little bit.
Just don't know why.
But when I played that song when you're sending me back, I want to cry.
Looking at you, This Rui Wei.
You're going out of my daily life, what feeling should I have?
Seriously, I don't even want to know about all these.
Don't remind me.
I'm not running away from the truth, I DIDN'T !
By the way, when you're talking about things there.
Hair styling, jacket, Facial foam, and so on..
Huu~ I did listen to you. I did.
Not that I don't wanna give you response but what should I talk ?
Don't know and I just keep on look at you and smile.
The best answer I can give :O

OHMYGAWD.
I'm too sentimental or what ?
That stupid two words.
Now, it is not that two words problem, is about your question problem.
When you asked me that,
My mouth is bigger than the sky! HAHAHAHA.
whatever. Cancel that is kinda impossible.
But.. what to do ? HAHAHA.

Questions comes after all ..
Should I text you about things in my life ?
Should I say good morning To you every day? goodnight every night ?
Should I say I'm going to school le like what I do in these morning ?
Should I say dear I'm waiting you home in the evening ?
Should I wait for you at night for a phone call ?
Should I wait for the day we can meet ?
Should I say I need a hug when there's a thunder ?
Should I tell you things in my life ?
And so.
Will I be an obstacles in your life ?
Will I be a disturbance in your life ?
Will I give you kind of stress to move on ?
Will you be fedup of my appearance everyday ?

AFTER ALL.
I dare to say I'm not scare of the problems that come.
I'm just afraid of WE can't take it.
Again. GOD BLESS US ;)

Heyy

2011-09-15T19:35:00.000-07:00

This week ! Oh no.
Maths. Add Maths. Physics.
All OVER ;D
Luckily I got a holiday today for Malaysia Day !
Play on twitter and tweet and tweet and tweet. FUN :D

13th of September
Your birthday my dear <3
You're now twenty-year-old Man ! Hahahaha.
Have a nice year and a blessed year! Love you as always ♥
Wish you luck in everything.
Wish you're fine in whatever place.
Wish you to be healthy all the time.
Wish you have your dreams come true.
Wish you're happy in every way you're in.
Remember I'm here. Always here to wait for you.
Take me as your strength to reach for what you want in your future :)
God bless us Mr.A and Ms.E way to a forever
★

我~非常爱你非常确定你像情人又像知己
多麼幸运能遇见你是上天赐给我的福气
那种开心那种窝心那种安心
幸福很难我相信只要我们够努力
沿途摇呀晃呀也都是美景

我~非常爱你非常确定爱的甜蜜爱的贴心
每次争吵都要练习坏情绪转过身就失忆
非常爱你深深爱你没有怀疑
幸福很难我相信只要我们够努力
沿途摇呀晃呀也都是美景

每次看你就有一份安定知道今后我哪儿也不去
在我们的小天地专心的爱著你 ♥
This song express out everything inside me.
Thank god ;)

16th of September 2011
I woke up and wonder did I sleep yesterday night?
Might probably real blur these days ?
WEEK REVIEW .
Monday Monday. Moral paper! LOL. Got to a talk with Heng Heng.
Kuncana. I'm here to listen to youuuuu chingu :D
OWH. I skipped tuition on Tuesday and got tired after all.
I went for tuition on Wednesday and have a nice walk with Suicheng and Min Err. YAY.
Thursday..
This might be the worst one.
Dehh I got to 18 degrees with Jelly after being dumped by Xian -.- and Rain comes.
We walk back to school and I don't wanna go home. BAD.
Got a nice date with the rain duhh :P
Now I realised my Physics paper is being left in don't know where. my goodness.
Logged in your profile. Is it a wrong choice?
I really wonder. Luckily I'm not alone whole day.
Luckily I have you people so Run away from that. HAHA.
Once I'm home, gotta face it. :/
EXPLANATION. I don't like it the most ! *GAHHH*
No. I saw what I saw. I remember what I've read.
Nothing to misunderstand. It's over there and I read it ! Damn it.
I look every words of it into my eyes. Huu~
That's you. You hide it and I found it.
What should I say?
Told you so. I Asked you before what I want to know.
Since you hide it so nothing more to talk about it.
The Only thing. I wish I was blind at that time. HA!
Who knows what are you thinking about? whatever .
It's not under my control. It's all about what you've done before.
It's non of my business.
:)
Today!
I'm pretty idiotic seriously.
Who will ever put their hand inside a bowl which is placed on a Fire ?
OHMYGAWWD. Stupid girl ==

It is when I need comfort the most but ended up with you got to angry and I have to comfort you. It is when you needa talk to me Maybe And not for me to explain ? It is when you need to rest and I need a rest too and ended up with we got to a chat but nothing to talk about.
Is it all under interchange ? goodness. nevermind .
IT'S OVERRRRR ! :O

Come on. Fighting for the last three days and I can have a rest !
Don't sigh again evelyn. Keep hold on and you can make it through girl.
I believe it's a sound from heaven! Hwaiting !
Things will be fine after all. Truly believe in it :)

今天

2011-09-09T20:01:00.000-07:00

It's a luck when you said the word 'LUCKILY'
It's the word Luckily which brings you comes to me.
And bring you in to my Heart ♥

今天昨天
幸运的是昨晚有和你讲电话
一直在等过后看到的是封信息
像以前那样顿时就怕了
可能真的想谈天
可能等着等着就抱有希望吧
只是一看见信息的时候
很想喊 :O
怎么不早点检查我的手机你睡了那怎么办 :(
不想历史从演
说真的很气气的是我自己
为什么每仪次都会这样等等等又不小心的失去机会
你就打来了
那时候心里在想
我真的真的很幸运能遇见这样的你 ♥

真的辛苦你了 :))))

一直以来这么迁就我
什么事都好有你在就好
我是这样想的
戒指不见的时候
多怕哪一天会连你都不见
我怎么可以这么不小心
这么重要的东西既然连掉了都不知道
脑子里到底装了什么东东啊 ! D:

谈电话的时候
终于讲了那句话
你只是笑笑带过
不知道是我说中了呢还是你不在乎那个问题
想问却又不想问 *转话题* 哈哈
她不是不在意了只是觉得不用去在意 -.-
可是怎么有个女孩会这样说自己或许她太爱你了
提醒着自己 :
这不是你范围内的事不要问不要管

那天,
没有想过你会这样说的
第一次! 有人这样对我说
你说: 我也需要私人空间的~
顿时的我很想立刻马上盖电话 ==
是我打扰到你了吗?
不要太8了你知道吗! 哈哈 :X

有时候会有想逃的感觉
你的脚步有点快
追得有点累
可是再不追就跟不上你了
或许是自己给自己的假想吧
可是当他问: "你的男朋友几时走?"
那个时候是微笑着回答的 (:
可是;当他说... 那还有十九天?
啊好我知道 :/
没有很大的心情起伏
只是我真的不能慢慢来了该醒了 :)

Time for you

2011-09-08T01:25:00.000-07:00

Mr. right ♥
You're being here with me these two days.
I should be thankful.
Not asking more than that.
What you gave me..
More than enough and more than I thought.

The warmest hand I've ever touch.
Love it when we're running under the rain :D
When you're driving, did you realiese ?
I look at you again and again.
Hope that I won't forget this face for my life.
Hope that this face would be with me forever.
I just don't wanna leave you <3

* Waiting is a matter of TWO person, not Individually.
You gotta wait for me, and why shouldn't I ?
You're there and I'm here.
Together we look forward for Our future as long as Our Heart are always Together ♥ *

God knows what are we going to be in our future.
I treasure when you're with me and the time we're together with each other.
Shouldn't be worry about others.

Last decision.
I would rather spend time with you other than worry about others.
I don't know.
And I just believe that you won't betray our love.
Please don't and never.
Don't know why.
I always believe in you. Nothing to worry when I'm with you.
So, am not going to disappoint you.
Just have a good life with you from now onwards..

Today

2011-09-08T01:04:00.000-07:00

Oh no.
Dearest papers I'm so sorry to you.
Just don't know why all went wrong. :(
I don't mean it.
Come on, time for you Mr. History!
Just love me once again.
I'm pleading you Pleaseeee :/
Ain't gonna disappoint them again.
No, please don't.

Let my mind to be yours, TRIAL.
Can you attract me please ? HAHAHAHAHA.
Hope that I got your attention lah.
Mummy put everything on me.
Not going to make her down right ?
You're wanted seriously.
Help me.

God, I need you.
Always do. Heal me in a short time.
Bring me back when times came.
Doesn't want to make things wrong again another time.
Give me some confident. Like I'm getting wrong this time.
I don't want to. Let me be safe. Once. Once enough :)
Kick away the sickness and all the disturbance.
Thank you
♥

One month

2011-09-01T23:57:00.000-07:00

2nd of September 2011

一个月整整一个月了
现在的我是快乐的是开心的
脸上洋溢着的是幸福的笑容... :))

从来没有想过能拥有这么好的男孩
更没有想过那会是你
感觉上不可能可是现在都已经走到这里了
-.-

虽然有时候很想完全的霸着你
可是又不想太防碍你的生活怪怪的
自己也不喜欢可是就是有时候会有这样的感觉 ;O

其实
有你在我真的觉得很幸福
有时候想这样就足够了不需要太多
你给的你付出的真的很多了
我知道也看见了
陪着我的时间给我的温暖
我都感觉到 ♥

喜欢你牵着我的手
你的手心暖暖的手掌大大的
感觉很踏实心里是温暖的
喜欢你搂着我的时候
好像自己不是一个人的
至少我还有你
喜欢靠着你的时候
你的肩膀宽宽的躺下去就不想起来了
喜欢你的声音
再不开心听到你的声音就好了
喜欢你找不到我又看见我那刹那的表情和眼神
看见你贬嘴的笑了
像小孩子一样很可爱 <3

跟你在一起的时候
很满足很幸福
一直提醒着自己
要知足要珍惜
因为能遇见你真的不容易
能和你在一起
是我生命里最美丽的奇迹
★

YAY !

2011-08-31T17:46:00.000-07:00

One day to go ...
ONE MONTH :D YAY!
Ahem* Weird feelings HAHAHA
Seems like a lot of memories..

26th of August
Day for outing with you for the last time before school holidays.
Hmm.. Maybe I think of lots of thingy.
That's why felt weird. LOL
You wore a yellow shirt outside and I love it.
The second shirt I love to see :D
Honestly,
CUTE!
♥

Last night, day of thinking a lot.
It was embarrassing to think the past :/
The more I think of the more I felt sad.
And I care what've I saw. OH NO ==
No safeness and I got to that again.
Thought of to run away from that yet I can't at that moment.
Think back again..
I don't have much faith in you. It's not fair .
YES. why shouldn't I believe in you ?
Why should I care about other people which I don't even know?
I wonder WHY :(
Kinda stupid you know ?

So, draw a FULL STOP now.
I have YOU.
Since You're here with me.
There I'm well known hanbokee.
Now, just appreciate, Be Thankful !
Always remember the feeling when we both met, most true feeling ever.
Believe in it, Believe in Him.
Yes, You. Thank god you're here with me. Mr.A ♥
It's always my pleasure to have you by my side..

YES.
There might be storm awaiting.
A big storm. I believe in us to pass through everything.
Don't piss off, don't give up.
That's the only thing we can do to come to an end.
Remember ! APPRECIATE.
In the end everything is gonna be okay. If it's not okay, it's not the end.
God. A good ending not a perfect ending.
Give me faith let me try until the end. :)
Thank you for everything.
★

Alright !

2011-08-20T19:35:00.000-07:00

Here starts a new journey :)

YAY! Finally everything is up!
I GOT YOU. The most lucky thing ever!
Mister A <3

30th of July 2011
First time to meet, on my birthday.
Kinda weird -.- and You're late.
We've been guessing what would you look like and many uncleS have been spotted ! xD
Here you come and I was dreaming. You're tall ! Man !
No doubt. First impression. Pretty comfortable.
Somehow like I never felt like this before. Aha :/
Thank you people for everything.
Though I've been regretting not eating any ice cream on that day. Boo:

2nd of August 2011
Woo! First day we got to be together ♥
I wonder am I wrong? Would it be a nightmare after all ?
Could I put in everything to him ?
Is it him to be my Mr. Right ?
Every questions appeared and I can't get in a good condition.
Tend to run and here my angles come :)
FEI FEI :D
You're probably making choice for me. YES.
You know I know We know the answer.
Just say 'Yes' and time can prove everything.
Don't worry worries until worries worry you ! HAHA.
Alright. I said it I said it and I said it. YES.
Guy, keep that Yes and I believe we can make it a Forever.
This is what I believe and I Always do.
Bestie Bestie. Thank you so much! Nor daebakk :D
Hanbokee
★

6th of August 2011
First date. YAY!
Unawesome him. You're late again namja chingu.
Yay. One hour. Enough. Hahahaha.
Sushi King. Car park.
Seriously.. You're cute yet childish. LOL.
When you stand beside me.. Three words to describe I love it. :)
Jinjia dum dum chuwanae~~
Short and sweet. Simple and Nice.
Limitless sense of bliss with me. Thank god I have HIM.

21st of August 2011
First time to chat in the morning.
Mood turns out wrong in a sudden. Ahahah.
Yesterday... It was my fault.
Our tons turn WEIRD -.- which I really don't like it.
Especially when you got into a silent mode.
Sounds what's wrong? Safeness gone. :(
Today... Over over. Whatever.
Ne. Kuncana Kuncana.

I have Kyuhyun babe again this morning ! Jutt-ta !
Saranghae Kyuhyun oppa ! ^^

:)

2011-08-10T03:46:00.000-07:00

只有你不能被替代 <3
遇见你那天开始我答应我自己一定要好好珍惜你
现在的我真的真的很幸福谢谢你 ★

知道

2011-07-22T22:21:00.000-07:00

郭靜 Claire - 知道

她讓你憔悴許多她讓你不知所措她一舉一動你不停的對我說
我微笑傾聽你說我卻越聽越心痛怎麼你說的不是我
她比我多了什麼讓你願意耐心等候
我想知道她讓你痴心是什麼
我想知道她讓你瘋狂為什麼
我知道做的和她沒有不同
但是我卻不在你心中逗留

我想知道她哪裡比我好很多在你心中她和我有什麼不同
我知道我比她付出的還多可是我總換不了你的心動

你讓我憔悴很多你讓我不知所措你一舉一動我的心被牽著走
她不經意的走過你就把我給冷落嫉妒把我給吞沒
她比我多了什麼讓你願意耐心等候

我想知道她讓你痴心是什麼
我想知道她讓你瘋狂為什麼
我知道做的和她沒有不同
但是我卻不在你心中逗留

我想知道她哪裡比我好很多在你心中她和我有什麼不同
我知道我比她付出的還多可是我總換不了你的心動

我知道了她哪裡比我好更多在你心中我永遠不可能會讓你心動
我知道我比她付出的還多可是我在你心中沒有她多

我知道我都知道 :(

华乐疯 5 们 <3
我们能这样疯过一回没有什么好遗憾的了这样就够了.... :))

what?

2011-07-21T04:55:00.000-07:00

What happened to me today?
Seriously.. UNSAFE T.T
No. I have never been safe after all these.
I don't know why.
whatever. who cares?
Once I got some safeness..
Something makes me down.
Oh no! I hate this!

AN UNSAFE DAY. I DON'T WANT TO TALK.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA :(

hmm

2011-07-18T03:27:00.000-07:00

No Way :D
I WON'T TALK TO YOU FIRST!
Eat shit better.
whatever. you don't care.
YA. You don't. HAHAHAHAHA.

YAH! micheo~~~
I got mad. Really beh tahan lorr.
How can you?
I don't know don't understand! :((((

LOSE LOSE LOSE!
I lose it all. HAPPY LA YOU!
:)

GOODBYEEEE !!!!!!

Yesung~~~ <3

ok!

2011-07-16T22:34:00.000-07:00

I miss you a lottttt.
More than I thought.
Never thought of I'd be missing you like this.
HOW ? :(
Until now you never talk to me.
Did you realise ? Did YOU ?

This year birthday......
You know what ?
I dreamt of you last week.
It was my birthday party. You were here beside me.
Like a fairytale. ♥
I got all that I want.
A big cup of ice cream. A hug from you and all of my friends.
PERFECT DREAM EVER..

But now... It is all IMPOSSIBLE.
Never mind. I'm gonna forget about all this.
EVERYTHING :)

哈哈哈哈哈！
最近认识了一个朋友
很好的一个朋友这几天生病都是他陪着我的
很久很久没有人这样关心我了
真的好久了.. :(

第一次跟他讲电话的时候... 他的语气讲真的有点像他
好几次我都误以为是他
可是听久之后就知道不是他拉不可能的哈哈！
跟他聊天很舒服轻松很多
虽然不是很认识他可是不懂为什么自己会相信他

在我的影像中他是个很不错的男孩
不知道是不是真的这么好
可是他一直都陪着我我已经很满足了
他会做的都是我需要的
只是这样的关心就好了真的够了
这样的事是我想要的却是那个他永远办不到的... :)

P.S 如果这样的他出现在我的爱情世界里... 那该有多好
我一定会好好珍惜这样的他...... ;D
这..... 又有可能吗？

够了！

2011-07-15T03:30:00.000-07:00

我不懂真的很不懂你
唯一能确认的事你离我越来越远了
为什么会走到这一步？

你知不知道...
为了等你不小心睡着不能跟你讲电话的时候我会多自责多么失望？
你从来没有主动说要讲电话的也从来没有主动打给我
每次都是我要的、我说的、我打的
有时候没有跟你说就打给你永远就只能听到嘟嘟声
因为不甘心所以一直在打结果你什么都没问什么都没有表示
没关系都习惯了... 每次都是这样告诉自己的 :)

我没有告诉过你　
我会想爸爸的　很想很想...:((　
真的希望你会在身边陪着我的
也没有再告诉你　我胸口疼了..
即使说了　你没有任何反应　我整个人好像倒下去算了　
不要在望着你　不要在等着你　什么都不要最好了　

那天我问　你会这样对我的吗？你以前会这样的吗？　
那时真的觉得自己蠢到极点了！哈哈哈 :DD
明明知道你不在乎这一切　还是一次又一次的说　
笨多一次好了　一次就好　笨过之后还是流不完的眼泪　
每一个晚上　我都得这么过的啊!　
你有没有想过我的感受？
可以站在我的立场为我想吗？　
我　真的这么不值得吗？
为我　回一封信息很辛苦吗？
为我　陪我一下很浪费你的时间吗？　
真的不能为了我做一点点什么吗？　

我承认　我很缺乏安全感...　
在过每一天　每一个晚上　很辛苦　心很不舒服
这阵子在想　为什么我的中心点在你　又为什么你的中心点依然在你身上？
每次打给你　你唯一给我关于你消息的是：‘你没有事情’　
请问　我还可以跟你说什么？我真的不知道了...

我不需要做你心里第一位的人
不用你一直陪在我身边
忘记了我　我也没说什么啊　
我只是想要一声晚安　一句问候　一声安慰　一声交代
即使一整天什么都没有　晚安就够了　真的...
什么事情都没有了　只要我知道你还在我的身边...♥　
很难吗？真的不能吗？　

不用紧　继续忙你的吧　我再也不打扰了　:)　
除了这个我不知道该说什么了...

My PRECIOUS

♥

范玮琪 - 最重要的决定

2011-06-25T17:58:00.000-07:00

范玮琪 - 最重要的决定

我常在想应该再也找不到
任何人像你对我那么好
好到我的家人也被照料
我的朋友还为你撑腰

...你还是有一堆毛病改不掉
拗起来气得仙女都跳脚
可是人生完美的事太少
我们不能什么都想要

你是我最重要的决定
我愿意每天在你身边苏醒
就连吵架也很过瘾不会冷冰
因为真爱没有输赢只有亲密

你是我最重要的决定
我愿意打破对未知的恐惧
就算流泪也能放弃将心比心
因为幸福没有捷径只有经营

我爱你 ♥

Bii - 转身之后

2011-06-20T05:55:00.000-07:00

Bii - 转身之后

和你相约在这里有些事想说明
我的决心你却不愿意听
我知道你想逃避不想问不想听
这段感情已经快要暂停

听我说从今后我会一个人生活
没有我的时候你要一个人要好好过

在我转身之后你却又抱着我
在放手以后不在拥有彼此的温柔
在我转身之后你的泪不停流
虽然心很痛却只能说
分开以后我就要远走

♥

GOLD !

2011-06-08T20:47:00.000-07:00

AMCCO WE GOT IT ! :D
THE GOLD MEDAL !
The last last time on stage !
We cried so loudly on the stage..
This is what we never imagine before. Totally awesome.
When you can stay with the song with your heart. It's all worthwhile. :)

Hey there. Conductor!
You love us so much.
Proud of you. Proud of all AMCCO's-ians ;)
When both Teacher Lim cried..
It's not important for what we'll get. Because we manage to make proud of them !
When the hall full with coldness and breeze we able to make everyone of them watching at us.
They standstill there after the song ended.
we're the one who moving waving only.
How pretty scene ! :D

When we're playing the song during competition.
Almost all our juniors cried.
People says Our song is touchable.
People knows the story when we bring them into it.
We won their heart ! <3
We got it with our practices and our hardwork !

PEOPLE. I have no regrets. Not even a single one :)
I'm happy all way long after the medal we got.
Yet so nervous.
It's time for leaving. Time for bye.
I just don't want time to pass that fast.

LAST GOLD MEDAL.
We are always the best for us.
NO regrets after all. Seriously. Love you AMCCO !

Time for myself :)

2011-05-19T01:08:00.000-07:00

Owhh.. Too much things happened :)
I'm alright. I told everyone I'm okay. Yes. I am.
No fake, no lies, no cheating, no bluff..
REAL ME :D

Don't you feel happy to with me ?
Don't you feel safe when you tell me your problems?
Don't you happy to sing beside me ?
Don't you like to talk to me through phone at midnight ?
Don't you cry in phone when you can't hide your feelings ?
Don't you like to lie on my shoulder ?
Don't you tell me secrets you never tell anyone before ?

Hey bestie. You did all these.

TIME FOR GOD NOW.
Give HIM all you pain and your struggles.
HE KNOWS. HE KNOWS EVERYTHING.
HE WILL GIVE YOU A WAY OUT OF THE EXIT OF HELL. :D

Both Ah Fei. Thank you so much !
I remember~~ 做人要开心点 ! 有你们在，真的很开心，好像什么都不见了:)
你说: 痛会走的幸福是要等待的... 肥要坚强点! :D
你也说: 放下了就好了.. 很开心咯我现在! 好像全部都放下了.. 你知道吗? :)
我说: 你们两个也要很幸福会有更好的派给你们做你们的守护天使的 ♥
Chongmai Kamsamida ! Jin jia! Kumoo chingu ! :)

Awhhh ! My love ♥

Nice

2011-05-13T22:09:00.000-07:00

讓自己清醒的19句話 :)

1、如果發簡訊給一個人，他一直不回，不要再發了。沒有這麼卑微的等待。

2、如果沒有人陪，學著一個人聽音樂看書寫點心情日記。這是個好習慣。

3、如果一個人很難過，找個角落或者在被子裏哭一下，不需要別人同情可憐，哭過之後一樣開心生活。

4、如果一個人開始怠慢你，請你離開他。不懂珍惜你的人不要為之不舍，更不必繼續付出你的友情或愛情，到頭來受傷的是自己，他人不會為之難過。

5、如果可以不抽煙，別抽。如果可以不喝酒，別喝。這是不愛惜自己身體的表現，如果只因一些人，那麼我們 ………別傻了，愛你的人不會讓你難過的。

6、傷心的時候找個信任的朋友訴說一下，不要一個人默默承受，這只會會更添寂寞感與憂傷。

7、不開心的時候白天看看藍天晚上看看夜色，廣闊的天空自有屬於我們愛，寧可高傲的發黴不要低調的戀愛。跟自己說我是最好的，保持一份自信。

8、寧缺毋濫。不要因為寂寞隨手抓一個戀人，這對兩人都不公平，而且太缺乏責任感。找個知己不要是戀人。

9、記住你喜歡的人的生日，包括你的家人，當然，還有自己。生日沒有人送禮物也無所謂，你可以買精美的禮物，送給媽媽和爸爸。

10、閑下來的時候，放一段柔情音樂，翻閱幾頁好書，然後睡個懶覺，快哉。心情不好的時候，也可以睡一覺。

11、從現在開始，聰明一點，不要問別人想不想你？愛不愛你？若是要想你或者愛你自然會對你說，但是從你的嘴裏說出來，別人會很驕傲和不在乎你。

12、不要太在意一些人太在乎一些事，順其自然以最佳心態面對。因為這世界就是這麼不公平往往在最在乎的事物面前我們最沒有價值。

13、不要為了任何人任何事折磨自己。比如不吃飯、哭泣、自閉、抑鬱，這些都是傻瓜才做的事。當然，偶爾傻一下有必要，人生不必時時聰明。

14、任何情況下，背後不說他人是非。如果你一定要說，說好話。多個朋友是好事，即使不是很要好的，總比因為自己說話不慎重不思考而多一個敵人好得多。

15、允許偶爾看肥皂劇，但不可成為依賴。允許偶爾披頭散髮，但要注重場合。允許偶爾罵髒話，但只限在老友面前或者獨自一人時，說過後記得要忘掉那些讓你難過的事。

16、一定要有幾個異性朋友，沒有非分之想，就是關鍵時候，能幫你出出主意的好友。

17、學會承受痛苦自己調整心態。有些話，適合爛在心裏，有些痛苦，適合無聲無息的忘記。當經歷過，你成長了，自己知道就好。很多改變，不需要你自己說，別人會看得到。

18、能不和人爭吵儘量避免。一個發怒的人是很恐怖的，會因控制不了情緒變成瘋子。忍耐然後思索問題的根源最後平靜心態解決它。

19、不管和誰有了矛盾和彆扭，解決的時間不要超過24小時。否則麻煩會更多。在可以接受的範圍內，先道歉。有時候做壞人不是件真的壞事。

♥因為我在用心愛你♥

2011-04-08T02:06:00.000-07:00

因為我在用心愛你, 所以我會和你發脾氣

因為我在用心愛你, 所以我會因為你和別人在一起而吃醋

因為我在用心愛你, 所以我會關心你的一舉一動

因為我在用心愛你, 所以即使是你的錯, 我也會拋下自尊去向你道歉哄你

因為我在用心愛你, 所以我希望你可以多陪陪我, 像你說的我的時間都是你的, 那麼你的也一樣

因為我在用心愛你, 所以我會像你的朋友打聽你的情況

因為我在用心愛你, 所以我會習慣於去找尋你, 無論是在哪裡

因為我在用心愛你, 所以我會因為咱們之間不順心的一點小事去和你計較

因為我在用心愛你, 所以我的手機會 24小時為你開著, 怕你有事找不到我, 更多的是希望你能主動給我發條短信，說句我想你了...

因為我在用心愛你, 所以我喜歡你的任何優點與缺點, 即使有缺點在我心中也是好的

因為我在用心愛你, 所以我希望努力的不只是我而是我們..

因為我在用心愛你, 所以每次和你發脾氣, 一看見你快哭的樣子, 我都會心軟

因為我在用心愛你, 所以我會擔心我們之間會有一天分開... 於是整天瞎想...

因為我在用心愛你, 所以只要你受一點傷, 我都會心疼得要命, 即使自己笨的什麼都做不了, 也會陪在你身邊，讓你知道你還有我..

因為我在用心愛你, 所以許多心裡話我才會一直憋在心裡, 說出去怕你笑話怕你生氣更怕你沒反應..

因為我在用心愛你, 所以我會每一分每一秒想著你, 想到自己都累, 還不罷休.

因為我在用心愛你, 所以我希望你可以對我主動一點, 多在乎在乎我, 多為我想想..

因為我在用心愛你, 所以不敢對你太好, 怕你身在福中不知福, 開始變得不主動了, 但我就是做不到

因為我在用心愛你, 所以不想讓任何一個人干涉我們..

因為我在用心愛你，

所以我想和你每天都在一起，

就算沒一分每一秒在一起，我也不會膩

因為我在用心愛你，

所以才會因為你讓自己的眼淚變得如此不值錢

只是因為我在用心愛你，

我會學著包容，信任，理解..

只是因為我在用心愛你，

所以我想把自己所有的心裡話都告訴你，為的不是吵架，

而是從中找到解決問題的答案，找出彼此的心聲..

我不知道自己在想什麼，

不是不信任，我對你很放心，

只是因為我是在用心愛你，沒有任何理由..

我們彼此都會無理取鬧，都會吃醋，生氣，抱怨，

難過要面子，想讓對方主動，想讓對方關心，

多體諒一下吧，

我們會走過去的，對麼?

我只是希望你給我的愛是真實的，

是能觸碰的到的。

我愛你 ♥

Sigh

2011-03-18T07:12:00.000-07:00

What's going on with me now ?
Why am I the one who cry and cry and cry ?
Why I acted like this ?
Why I can't control myself ?
I just can't fall into sick!

Do you know ?
How hurt am I ?
ALL I NEED IS SAFENESS.
Can you give me ? Did you trying to give me ?!
These few days I wait for you until at night too.
Why are you online on the morning and don't even want to text me ?
Why are you treating me like this ?
WHY ?
Why you're there comforting others but you can't see I'm drowning because of you ?
I find so many reason for you.
Ya. That's it!
Morning, you're tired. You don't want to touch your phone right? Okay.
Yah. Noon d. You're about to work. So you're busying right ?
Evening. Working. Never Mind.
Night. You're very tired already ? Okay Okay.
So. We don't have time to talk ?
But why are you talking to others everyday ?!
I just Don't understand Why !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now only I know.
The place you work are all girls.
Then how come you tell me you're going out with guys only ?
So you're going kl and those places with girls only ?
Now only I realised.
Not to mean that I don't trust you but why are you bluffing me ?

So what are you doing now again ?
I asked you not to text me not to find me anymore.
So you don't want to find me d right ?
Are you that stupid ?
When a girl angry don't you have to text her more than before ?
But you ? Don't even want to text ?
OR..
This is what you want ?
Just fine.
Okay. I just deal with you.
You act like you don't care so why should I ?

Is it that easy for you to fool me all around ?
Ow fine. YOU WON. Congrates.

I don't care.

2011-03-16T05:04:00.000-07:00

Time for you !
Chan Wui Wen ! Kumoo~
You're really great ! De jin jia dum dum chuwane :D
Really relief when I talk to you and you just ask me to cry.
I know that's the only way to express my feeling but I just want to get my tears stop.
I like to talk to you. Really.
Aha :/ Never mind. I think I'm okay now.
By the way, your history story for sleeping works !
I didn't take medicine to sleep that day !
KAMSAMIDA CHINGU :D

And yet..
So many to get over :0
I need time.
I will make sure I will be happy this very soon !
Believe me :)

So Is time to give up !
I'm gonna change everything. Maybe.
In order to forget about these stuff.
Can I change the place I live ? I seriously need it.
But! I know I can't.
Arghhhh ~~~ So suen ba!
Just let it be.
This is what I can do. I think.
Does it work ? I don't know.
At least I tried.

Wish me luck babe ! :D

Today.

2011-03-11T23:56:00.000-08:00

A day of missing you two ♥

DAD.
You know what ? I'm thinking of you when I'm in school.
Lat year, I'm wearing the same shirt and same jeans too.
But this year. I went home early than that day.
How I wish I can go home as soon as our practice ends.
But I didn't. I went for tuition.
I scare of this feeling when mama was late for today although is just fifteen minutes.
I scare the feeling of losing somebody in my life.
I really don't want this to happen anymore.

And so..

I found that I'm gonna lose someone.
I'm so stress for giving out by not receiving anything.
I don't like the feeling when I'm waiting just like today.
I've wait for whole morning until now. You don't even text me.
So ? Never mind. Again. Never mind.
How many times should I say Never Mind ?
I'm tired.
Maybe for you, my job is wait and wait and wait and yours just let me wait. Is it like this ?
Sigh ! How long I have to wait this time ?
I don't reserved this !
If there's no love between us, let's just stop.
Let this end as soon as well.
I'm using everything to make my mind not thinking of you.
It's hard seriously. I wonder what am I doing sometimes.
But I will stop at that second. Stop for thinking.
Once I think. You'll come out and I just can't control myself.
And once again.

NEVER MIND :)

Am I so so so stupid ? I guess..
YEA. I AM A STUPID GIRL.

So How ?

2011-03-11T06:08:00.000-08:00

What's going on with me ?
I'm trying my very best not to think about anything ! But why can't I ?
I cry for don't know what reason.
Day times, I'm alright. Totally okay when I'm at school doing work, rushing here and there.
When the sky turns dark, my mood starts to get into a hell.
I cry and cry and cry and cry but I don't know why !

Is it because of you? Abuji.
You know I miss you a lot ?
Until now I can't accept the truth.
I can feel you by my side every time when I'm alone thinking of you.
Do you know? How I wish that was just a dream.
Can I hug you ? I really miss your shoulder. Very badly.
I can't talk much with mummy. I can't do anything to help her get through every thing.
I'm JUST A GIRL !
What can I do ? What can I do ?
Tell me ! Since you're the one who broke your promises !
Please tell me how to get over all of these.
I really don't know how..

Or You ?
When I'm crying, my heart was terriblely in pain.
I was thinking of you.
The second day I can't control my feelings.
I thought I can get through it by doing everything, getting everything done very well.
But when I think of you.
My heart breaks down. I can't even finish those easy Maths question although I've spent one whole day in it.
Evey thing went wrong.
Until now. I didn't talk to you.
You're blaming me right ? I know you would be.
You don't know how much I've been suffering for those dayss.
You just left me behind and don't even want to look at me !
What have you done for me ?
I'm the one who waiting you for day and day night and night !
I can't sleep. I can't eat. I can't even want to walk into my house !
Do you know that ?
I care a lot about you. I really miss you.
But what I get is tears and tears and tears.
I don't need anything. I just want an explanation. You owe me for many times.
When I think of this. I'm really sad. Really sum tam d.
I really wanted to ask you. Do you remember what's the date we be together ?
I guess You've already forget about it.
SO What do you aspect from me ?

Huu ! Praying hard to get over this ! : D

That's why

2011-03-04T21:22:00.000-08:00

What's wrong with you ? Evelyn Tng!
Can't you just wake up from that DREAM.
I don't know.
The only thing I can do is keep everything deep inside my heart.
Nobody can listen for me and I'm not really willing to say everything out if there's someone.
I just don't get it. How can people can be such irresponsible ?
Why ? Why ? Why ?

You know ? I never angry before as long as now.
I don't understand.
Is it too for you to get me know about your information ?
Is it hard to text a good night for me ?
Your words are all empty after one day.
That's you right ?
I can never talked to you for one whole day and you never text me.
Why should I find you first if you're busy ?
And you asked me why don't I find you ?
Hey man.
I scare feeling disappointed. Terribely scare ! You don't know ?
Never mind. When it's Saturday and Sunday ?
So whatcha doing there ?
Going here and there again. Okay.

Just for your information !
I hate to wait to worry and I got nothing about you.
I hate waiting for whole night and I'm crying for those night.
I hate when everybody knows and I'm the only one who know nothing.
I hate for suffering.
I don't like to being alone.
Every time I don't have mood to eat when bad things come all around me.
Why should I be doing all this. But..
So what ? Who cares ?

I think.. It means nothing for you.
every words you said seems so meaningless for me.
Not the first time.
So. Do whatever you like.
I can't stand for this kind of life.
We are not acted like we should be.

Update

2010-08-20T03:50:00.000-07:00

*Woo hoo!!!!!*
Finally everything ended with HAPPINESS!
Confirmation camp, Terengganu Muzikal Concert, Confirmation Mass..................
Full with tiredness but live in joy! <3
I did learn a lottt from you guys in every camp.

Confirmation Camp.
I wished I have peaceful and Love.
And!
Finally I can sleep well. Take care of everything well.
I feel so peaceful when I meet with any problems because I know I have you.
I have my family, my mommy. My besties!
You all would never leave me! Thank you :)

Terengganu camp.
Although it's almost one month over.
STILL! I MISS IT!
I never know it would make such big effects on myself, my soul.
Maybe people would say I'm just missing HIM.
But not really. I miss the time we spent together in a hall.
Practice until late night yet we won't gumble because we won't feel tired.
Although we are not Malay and we have to live with all Malays.
But it doesn't feel bad.
I love the way you all treat us, play with us, talk to us. Laugh with us!
I would never feel like this when I'm with others. It's not the same with you all.
Concert started Concert ended. Photos taken Photo sent.
We cried to leave there because we're not just leaving there but it's A bunch of FRIENDS!
Bye bye isn't suitable for us. Because now!
WE MET IN FACEBOOK and CHAT AGAIN! :DDD
This experience ><
It's kinda weird right?
It DOES HAPPEN IN EVELYN'S LIFE!
No one can take over it, no one would change this history.
And ... ONE THING !!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE THIS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:DDDDDDD

Lastly !
End with my Confirmation mass.
I finally feel I'm real Catholic girl and I'm here to live you out.
Spend my whole wide life with you, GOD.
Everything learn from you. Start from you.
And I know.
For you, nothing's The End.
Evelyn's journey just start!
GAMBATEH! ^^

nie

2010-07-09T01:26:00.000-07:00

Fighting week~~

First,
We just came back from China. The first day we go to school. People say:" Tomorrow MUST pass up your NiE! We got shock and our mouth bigger that the Shark's one!
No one inform us before and our magazine totally BLANK!
Nothing inside , nothing outside.
Our video clip don't even have the concept of it yet.
What to do what to capture what story inside?
NO NO NO!!!
We rushed all around and try to get it done in half day time.
But ?
We still can't finish it T.T
A GOOD NEWS!!! 'god is helping us!'
We no need to pass up tomorrow already after talking to someone. Lol.
We have another three days to do our project! YAY! :D

Emilia and I do our project everyday after school until late night.
I don't know how can we survive in those day.
We just crazy doing it! Our magazine have re-do for three times!
And our video ? We ignored it! How sad :(
Luckily God helped us again.
We can pass up our video on the next Monday , because that day was Friday.
HAHA! =X

Okay , start doing our video.
We put much effort in it.
We capture all the scene we needed, but Troubles come T.T
Unfortunately,
Our video in Emilia's camera have no sound!!!!!
Oh my gosh~~
All those important thing inside.

Again,

God is able ★
My camera have some scenes truly needed. We used it as we doesn't have others.
We start to do our video.
God seems like make us berputus asa!
One, The Windows Movie Maker in Emilia's computer spoilt.
No work get done!
Second, we found the program in my compute and because we are too panik make the computer HANG! Everything disappear in just one second D:
Third, we could tried hard to burn one DiSC! JUST ONE! sending in MSN and waited for hours and hours!! Every time failed sending just killed our heart once and once again~~
*HEART BROKEN*
Something called MiRACLES does appear in this world.
As long as we trust it, we wait for it, we might get it.
At last, the magazine and video clip get done before the deadline :)
Watching it, tears dropping from your face and you can feel how true was it.
How fantastic we are.
Scenes we captured are truly happened in our life!
It was Cheryl's birthday, celebrated by few of us but full with happiness ♥

P/S: Friends, words for you!

EMILIA!
GOOD JOB!
We are brave, fantastic , wonderful !
We have something more than others that's faith in God.
God helped us whenever we need Him.
No matter what result we have, win or lose ?
I'm sure it doesn't that important right ?
Most important is the time we spent together, shout together, pray all along the time we do our project and feeling GOD IS WITH US!
Saranghey~~ EMILIA SHEEP! :D

CHERYL! Thank you for being our main actress~
JUNYI! Thanks a lot for the criticizing~
JING! I'm sorry you got bluffed by us! :P Ahaha. But still thank you for the black faces~

Everything Thank you Thank you Thank you!
The last Nie project filled with love, never ending bliss !
Truly appreciated you guys ♥

Our memory, our love!

I need to know

2010-06-11T21:43:00.000-07:00

Everything start from dream.
When we're baby, we dream.
Until now, we still have have our dream.
Dream for our future our family and friends!

But now,
It's not dreaming to have THREE GOLDS in our chinese orchestra competition.
THREE GOLDs !! OMG!
Fantastic right? Ahaha!

AMCCO LIFE!
I have experienced for four years!
Not much time left.
Not less time to go.
I'm so appreciate with my percussion group of course.
Many of our juniors can't go for this competition as well as we have many of them in Form 3.
Chances needed for them. they look forward to the next competition.
But, any chances for them ?
It's a problem they need to face.
Honestly, I love my juniors more than others.
Their tears, I don't wish to see.
Their broken heart, I wish I can use a SUPER GLU to stick it back!
They might have many questions why don't they can't go for the competition.
So SORRY for them really!
REAL SORRY! Juniors.

It's time for seniors now.
Ahaha!
Funny our Ah Beh!
She said she's boring until she counted there's five lights on the left hand sight.
Besides, got a judge is sleeping ?
HAHA! okay. Only she can do this FUNNY things on a competition I guess.
Poor Bee Yan cried for her timpani mistakes .
All sounds 'zou ying' ?
Oh My Gosh?
How come every time the Timpani sounds must be WEIRD -.-

RESULTS TIME
Everyone of us scared of course!
Results are important for us!
Our judge have comment at first.
They praised our juniors.
Especially 'suona' .
Their sound really nice to hear!
It's glad that two groups of our juniors have good comments from them. :D
When we heard we got GOLD MEDAL!
It's AMAZING!
We shouted! we cried! we were touched!
Happiness appears at the second!
Our angles shines in our heart! ♥
No one knows the feeling except ourselves.
Really.......... No words can used to describe!

Luckily!
I have y'll in my life!
I appreciate every seconds with all of you guys!
Because our memories, we know what's called HAPPY!
Because of our hard work, we know the meaning we got our gold medals.
Because we're together as a team, we appreciate the time we have with each other.

Everything starts with every AMCCO GIRLS DREAM!!! ♥

:)

2010-05-01T04:57:00.000-07:00

Happiness is worth if you sacrifice something even though it's something very important for you?

Now I will say YES! But what we get after you've passed away?
I think we might be strong d right?
Hope you'll be happy seeing we four women: MUMMY and your beloved girls can live as well as we can nowadys. :)
Trying to be strong and to cover everything.

Sometimes I don't wish to be alone. But now I'm NOT! Not for today only, always and never.
I HOPE. Hmm.. Really enjoy the time with you'll today.
Having McDonald for lunch and having fun under rain :DDD That feeling good.

REALLY GOOD TO BE WITH YOU. PERCUSSION GIRLS!

2010-02-23T03:33:00.000-08:00

It's time to say good bye.. :)
Suddenly i knew something..

The quickest way to find love is to give love. If you want it too badly, you will not find it. The most secure way to keep love is to give it space to grow. If you hold it too tightly, you will just lose it.
So Give up! HEHE

God said:" ...that when you pursue your dreams, every second is an encounter with God. Following your dreams opens your heart allowing God to enter and fill you with bliss."

Fill me with Bliss. Abundance love. X)
Everything start from DREAMING! <3

HAPPY CNY!

2010-02-12T01:43:00.000-08:00

Today.. the last day we meet at school before CNY!
and is a happy day for us rite?? HAHA!
The angpau have been given to u all is made by our heart!
Don't throw it please..
Every angpau is different and every angpau have their meaning.. Choose it by you'll personality and likes <3
Between, inside it got something that better than $$ ! HAHA!
Do keep it properly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehehe~

JIN YEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Really sorry that I forget to bring angpau for you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Very very very sorry!!!!!!!!!! Why u din tell me ahh.. Haiz.. So sad! =(
I'll give you when we back to school! Okay? u dun angry ya..
and I know I'm the second person u love the most! XD wakakaka
Saranghamnida! love you always! :D
Okay.. and somebody angpau got unknown words rite??
Ann Hok Hae means I love u.
HACKS ==> Hati aku cinta kamu sahaja!
Wondering your expression when see these words! 101
Last of all! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR & HAPPY VALENTINES DAY! Feel good when listen to this song..:)

happiness

2010-01-23T06:13:00.000-08:00

Happiness depends upon ourselves!
HAPPINESS!
The way is not on the sky.. The way is in our HEART!

Finally.. I knew this!
This time.. I felt another kind of happiness!
That feeling makes me happy whole day long.. Hoho~
Really very extreamly damn sure happy! :DD

Don't be sad over because some bad things that hurt you..
Just SMILE! :)
And everything will be okay soon..

SMILE SMILE SMILE!!!

3p7

2010-01-09T05:49:00.000-08:00

Our family pic <3

Our love last forever!

Our love logo!

3P7'09!!!!! have been seperated into how many pieces??
In our heart! into million and mllion pieces! All break off!
That's very unfair to us, rite? T.T
Everyone is thinking how can this be?
We've been same class three years..
But in a minute we have been seperated into dunno how many pieces..

SAD SAD SAD!

Everyone in 3P7! I MISS YOU A LOT A LOT!!!!!

Chang Min,can't stop thinking all your cold jokes and your mimi eyes! HAHA! Luckily I'm same class with you. When u meet zhou gong de son please share with us! Between! Congrates for assistant classwrap.. DO protect us! =x Wai Leng the kan kan lao po but not same class with her er :( Jinyee!! My partner now.. Don't ever leave me please.. HEHE! SinLoo.. don't be big little sister in your new class ler.. Cheryl! you need to be mature abit d.. HAHA! Be strong! Moomoo! HAhA! Luckily u still same class with lala! don't forget your lao po always la -.- Lala! you need to keep catching her ba.. Ah choy! don't be so gek wana change class le.. we can't change the truth. :( Christina!! Micheal Jackson's nose! Please take care of yourself well~ LOL. AH DING! The one I worry the most! don't always be the you ming la.. Do everything must be fast abit. People can't wait for u.. Emilia,I'm still with you.. I know that's not enough for you.. sorry la.. hmm.. HOW MEI AI! I miss you a lot! Always need your protection.. Now need to survive myself le.. Janice.. Muimui.. I won't jao lou because of you! xD Me back home le.. Kan Duda!!! pity you.. Can't same class with Yanyee they all.. Haiz! Gambateh le~ Wenjing.. The one same class with all her band's frens! good! Yan Yee.. tell alot of jokes and laugh herself ni~ zzZZ.. Voon Wooi! you've been the best for me once and now you still my good friend.. For sure I will remember everything bout you! Zhi Rou ah.. Don't be so zi lian lo.. Not everyone can tahan ga.. haha.. but you really beautiful sometimes.. hehe =) Jiaying!! Do always give comment and remember me la.. don't always MJ MJ lu.. Jie qian.. don't cry my babe.. especially in front of Pn.Chen! Let her know we're not so weak.. ok? Lol. Lulu~ Miss you a lot.. Don't cry at night.. You will be a lawyer ma.. Can't cry de.. hehe.. Chi Kwan.. We knew each other bout ten years le.. can't forget me er.. :) Ngeow.. take care of the mimomiao.. Don't always jau her! HAHA! Jo Ern!!! Am always need you by my side.. Miss your shoulder and your stories.. Jia Yee~ Hohoo.. Add oil let other class girls pui you crazy bout SJ!! HAHA! Really syok to see you dance 'SORRY SORRY'! Ee Jin.. Pay more attention in class lo.. Don't always sleep le.. Karmun.. Nothing impossible la.. Don't be too late go home le.. It's danger! Tan Ming Fei! Your laugh really make me miss very much! ^^ Wai Yee.. I will remember don't be so selfish ge la.. Hahaha~ Yie wen.. This year will be the first year tuition together.. haha.. JUNYI!! The screamer! And the first one who cry! I love your status! No ex-3P7 ! That's nonsense! Jo Ee~ Our beloved moniter.. Miss you shout at the back in our class when we're damn noisy! ;P Simsum.. Don't always fall sick le.. Drink more BRANS! lol ! Vivian. Go other class dun tiap lo.. haha! Pinkfish. Me really 24hrs thinking of you. 7 days missing you. 12 months need you! don't forget me please.. Yan Ying.. I miss the time we go library together and see your gan jiong faces when Your father reached school and you need to go home and left me alone! T.T Lizard brother! You leng lui liao.. Really.. laways so leng lui de la you.. HAHA! Yi Jing.. the cool one always say ghost stories and once we shout.. you will scold 'bu yao cao la ni men.' all your ugly faces are so funny!

Everyone in 3p7 are the best!
Everyone of us please remember all memories we made together.
Everything in us are magical!
Don't forget we are Music class~ Energetic class~
And the nosiest class! @@

Remember everyone in 3P7 <3
The one I love the most!
ILY-IMY!

one month

2009-12-30T01:10:00.000-08:00

Today is 30/12/2009. That day is 30/11/2009.
One month d.. exactly one month..
I give u one month time d.. HAHA! Means I'm a stupid girl for one month le..
Can give me answer d? LOL
Maybe that's a lot of time for you but not for me..
SIGH!
don't understand what am I talking about? Duda will know.. she understand enough d..

Today..
God wants me to know
... that the answers are within you. You're chasing in the wrong field. What you are looking for is inside of you, not 'out there'. Take a few days off to become quiet and look within, and you will find it.

*HAHA! I will find it! =) For sure I will!

hah!

2009-12-24T04:51:00.000-08:00

Congrates to 3p7sss..
I'm very sure! We did a good job! ;D
Miss Yau will be proud for us ba.. haha..
Every girls really did well and myself la.. haha..
I'm very funny when taking my result.. I know.. ahah!
Just can't believe when I saw that's all A!
u know? I am thinking that Miss Yau might take wrong.. she took Emilia's not Mine..
So I take the result again and see properly! YES> MY NAME! HOHO!
Really happy today! haha :D

Between,
MERRY CHRISTMAS To EVERYONE OF U!
Mei ai.. Thanks for the present and I will open it tomorrow not now.. HAHA!
Waiting for tomorrow..
MERRY CHRISTMAS! <3

duhh!

2009-12-20T02:39:00.000-08:00

Hurt Hurt Hurt all around again!
I lost it I think..
Junyi.. I can't find myself back.. that's damn lame right?
I know myself.. I know..
Am very very dissapointed with myself..
Very very very fedup with all these!
STUPID ME! Hate myself damn much!!!!!

XXXXXX,
You give up me and I give up all of them..
That's fair to you rite?
Really really sorry to you..
That's all I can tell you.. SORRY!

Don't wait someone u know that's not belong to you..
That's stupid and stupid..
WAKE UP!

Happy Birthday to you. Mixu!

2009-12-06T07:58:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VOON WOOI!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

Mixu! Happy birthday to you!
Although I can't go to your birthday party but I will always miss you de~~ HAHAHA!
Thank you for protect me always.. am really touched when u said those things to me..
Really really touched!
Always appreciate you as my best best friend !
My bestie! Am love you always and always. ♥
Don't ever leave me and please remember me le.. hehehe!

How?

2009-11-21T06:29:00.000-08:00

How can this be?
I dunno.. Maybe I'm really damn stupid ba.. -.-
Ok.. What I promised.. Maybe I can't do it!
So sorry to myself.. Really sorry..
I realised that I like you!!! Really like you d! Oh my gosh!
When I saw that kind of post..
Dunno why my heart so pain.. Just keep on bleeding!!
Especially that post.....!!!!!
When I saw it, I just shout out loudly!!!!!
I know I can't take it and me just cry out!
How sad!! T.T

I don't want to be like last time. That time really hurt me deeply.. I don't want to live in that kind of life another time. That's really terrible! No ones know that feeling!

P/s: Please don't ever do something that might hurt yourself!
What you get is just what you ask for!
Don't be the silly girl again!

A fully dressed day!

2009-11-13T05:13:00.000-08:00

First..
CONGRATULATION to our BAFFALO LEE!!
U did a good job today!!
LPS:" Voon wooi.. Although u're in your uniform but you look pretty too.."
Yes.. I agree this.. U really look pretty in your uniform. XD
And your singing is good enough.. Hehe..
Don't cry my girl..
Your mummy won't dissapointed with you... I Believe :)
Don't forget..........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOU'RE THE BEST FOR US!!!!!

OUR CLASS PARTY!!!!
Weheee~~
Folie-Folie!!

Our Miss Yau*THe BOSS!!,Pn. Lim*Err.. Many ahhh!!XPP ,Pn.Teh*Whole world,Pn.Lopez*Haha! The climber.. Lol,Pn.Cheah* Oops.. our beloved KH teacher! and of course our Energetic class!

Everyone sure enjoy in the restaurant ba..
The food so nice and songs also nice.. LOL
All take liao many many many pics hor..
Ello ello.. Camera's owner!
Please tag all girls ya.. Hehe..
I guess.. This will be the last time we got our 3P7 whole class pics and those ugly ugly pics..
So please don't remove tag ah Ladies...!!! XDD
Pls pls pls.... wakakak~~

P.s: Evelyn love this song very much!! LOL

不喜欢怀疑什么　并不表示我没有感受
看你微妙的变化　慢慢不同
我不是生气　　只是心痛
最讨厌被误会了　但越解释越觉得难过
你可以说人会变　但不能说　你会这么做是我的错

哭过就好了　伤都会好的
这样相信所以深呼吸着割舍
爱是为了拥抱　　为了牵手
不是为了争吵　　为了调头

哭过就好了　　痛都会走的
记忆有限　　　所以它会淘汰坏的
失眠听歌　　　想念虽然苦涩
还是谢谢你让我长大了

最讨厌被误会了　但越解释越觉得难过
你可以说人会变　但不能说　你会这么做是我的错

哭过就好了　伤都会好的
这样相信所以深呼吸着割舍
爱是为了拥抱　　为了牵手
不是为了争吵　　为了调头
哭过就好了　　痛都会走的
记忆有限　　　所以它会淘汰坏的
失眠听歌　　　想念虽然苦涩
还是谢谢你让我长大了

越多美好堆叠的过往
想忘就得推倒更大的悲伤
要找勇气却不在口袋或手上
但它一定在我身上某个地方

哭过就好了　　痛都会走的
记忆有限　　　所以它会淘汰坏的
失眠听歌　　　想念虽然苦涩
还是谢谢你让我长大了

MAYBE

2009-11-05T02:32:00.000-08:00

Maybe everyone can't think for everyone well..
They can give this person what this person want..
BUT..
They can't give that person what that person want..
Sometimes..
Just don't care about all this!
Everyone is NOT PERFECT!
Because of selfish, human thinking, and many many many..
They can't give everyone the perfect one..
INCLUDED ME!
So.. JUST SHUT UP!

Don't be so silly!

2009-11-02T22:37:00.000-08:00

HOW STUPID AM I?
EVELYN TNG! IS DAMN STUPID!
CAN U SEE?????!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Don't u know this kind of things just hurt yourself?
Why you still want to drop inside??
Please DON'T!!! WAKE UP!!!
Don't hurt yourself anymore please!
What you get is just what you ask for!!
DON'T BE SO STUPID!!

Maybe I'm the one need to be alone.. one people only..
No one likes you and they dun like u at all ba..

They hate u like hell!!

CONCLUSION = YOU SHOULD BE ONE PERSON ONLY! And SHUT UP! BE SILENT!

JUST LIKE THE LONELY HEART!

Fun! Crazy!

2009-10-30T05:59:00.000-07:00

YO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TAN MING FEI!! MANGO FEI TAN!!
Happy Birthday to u again! The 5th time I wish u.. Haha!!

Yeah!!
Having fun in kbox today..
Waiting for long long long long time d!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Finally!!!
WEHEEEEEEEEEEEHEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~

Like in a crazy party!!
POKER FACE! We Dance together! wakkakaka..

IT'S U!
OMG!!!!!!!! SUPER JUNIOR SO ATTRACTIVE!!!!!
Finally I know why u all so crazy bout them!!!!!!!! Wow!!!!!!
All very very very leng zai dao!!!!!!! So yeng!! xD
Ok..
I LOVE SUPER JUNIOR now!!!!!!!!
Oh My Gosh!!!!!!!!!!

Many many and many

2009-10-27T22:15:00.000-07:00

Kelly come back to me now!
Really very very very scare that day she suddenly like that!
My heart like drop from a mountain! suddenly!
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dunno what can I do or talk anymore.....

But now..
She come back again!!! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Just like before.. We can chat like last time! wakakaka.. :D
Although u can't come back now..
But we will always and always and always wait for u!
FOR SURE!!!!!
Wait until the day U back!

REMEMBER!

We

LLLLLLOOOOOOVVVVVVEEEEEEEE

you very very very very much!!! xD

WHY?

2009-10-24T22:55:00.000-07:00

Can someone tell me what's going on now??
Many things happen on me now! How can I solve all of them once?
Can anybody tell me what to do?
Just act like I don care?! Maybe..
I know I can't.. It's hard to act for me..
Whatever.. As long as it not hurts other that's ok!

I DON'T CARE!

Don't cry!

2009-10-22T02:38:00.000-07:00

Sometimes if wanna cry please think of those poor pity people..
Then I'll be ok!
Sometimes if I sad please think of the heart broken people..
Maybe I'm the one very happy d!
Sometimes if I feel am alone then maybe got others more lonely than me..
I think I'm the one in happiness!
Sometimes if am hurt maybe got people got hurt more than me..
ok.. I'm the one very lucky!!!!!
Lastly.. I dun want cry d!
cause i'm the lucky.. not lonely.. not pity girl!

JUST Wanna BE HAPPY!

SORRY AND THANKS!

2009-10-21T07:25:00.000-07:00

Daddy..

Really sorry for lying you..
SORRY! am not really want to bluff u.. really..
But am really scare cannot go out with my friends when Kelly come back.. so sorry..
I really love you very much.. and you are very important to me too..

This is the FIRST time and it will be the LAST time.. Honestly!

Junyi..

Thanks thanks thanks!! I really Love you very much!!!

Thank you for the shoes!! HAHA..

HAHAHAA!

And Jing, lala,baffalo lee.. haha.. u all very funny la! haha..

Thanks thanks thanks!

I LOVE YOU FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-16T06:02:00.000-07:00

FRIENDS!!!!!!!!

Do you know?

I REaLLY LOVE YOU ALL VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY MUCCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FriendS!!!!! Evelyn Love you all! seriously.. honestly.. deep from my heart.. really..

I LOVE YOU!

REALLY!! HONESTLY!!

3P7.. You are really important for me.. You are my everything.. Everyone is so important..

Chang Min
Chang wai Leng
Cheng Jin Yee
Cheong Sin LOo
Cheryl
Choo chien Hui
choy wEng YAn
Christina
Ding Zu Huei
Emilia
Evelyn
How Mei Ai
Janice
Kan Xyuen eng
Kok Wenjing
Kwok Yan yee
La Pui shan
Lee voon wooi
Lim Zhi Rou
Loh Jia Ying
Loh Jie Qian
Loo shin Hui
Ng Chi Kwan
Ngeow Pei shi
Ong Jo Ern
Pang hui Mun
Sow Jia yee
Tan eE Jin
Tan Karmun
Tan Ming Fei
Tan Wai Yee
Tan yie Wen
Teh Jun Yi
Teng Jo ee
Tung sook Keng
Vivian wong
Voon Xi Yee
Wong Yan ying
YAp See Min
Yaw Yi JIng

3P7 Members.. U all are really the best or me! FANTASTIC! Although we are going to seperete but I LOVE U ALL VERY MUCH DEEP FROM MY HEArT! DO REMEMBER ME! I LOVE YOU!

REMEMBER OUR ENERGETIC! 活力!! This will LAST FOREVER IN OUR HEART!!